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Bardeye Amme

Man Marjan yek khanome 40 sale hatam az Tehran ke masooliate negahdarie pesare baradare khod Hamid ra ke 16 sale ast daram. Pedar madare Hamid dar darya ghargh shodand. Hamintor bayad azafe konam ke man kheili sakht gir hastam va vaghti paye tanbih miresad midoonam chetori az shalagh nahayate estefade ra bebaram. Mitoonin ino az Hamid beporsid ke ta hes mikone ke vaght tanbihe az tarf nafasesh dar nemiad va saket mishe.

Baradarzade man ke dar haghighat mishe goft nokar va barde mane , moratab tavasote man tanbih mishe. Dalilesh mitoone tanbali dar khedmat kardan va karaye khoone bashe va ya ke badtar, sahl engari dar ehteram gozashtan be man bashe ke jorme kheili sangintarie va tanbihesh sakht tar. Vaghti ke in mored etefagh miofte man tarjih midam ke oono tavastote paham tanbih va tahghir konam va oono majboor konam ke be paham bardegi kone.

Tasavor konid ke man mamoolan roozha biroon hastam va be karham be onvane modire amele yek sherkate tablighati miresam darhali ke bardarzadeam , nokaram, dar khane mashghool tamizi, pokhtopaz , shostane lebasham va hatta tamiz negahdashtane tamoome kafshha va joorabhaye mane. Ezafe bar in , nokaram bayad dampaeii haye mano baram amade kone ke vaghti miam khoone paham kone. Amade kardan yani inke ba zaboonesh oonaro kamelan tamiz karde va inghadr tooy dampaiihamo boo kone ke tamoome booye rooze ghabl az bein bere … albate in gahi vaghta asoon nist chon tamoome rooz paham toye in dampaiiha hast va mamoolan inghad aragh mikone ke hesabi boo begiran.

Vaghti ke man be khoone vared misham rooye sandalie dame dare voroodi mishinam va bedoone inke kalamei gofte beshe be Hamid ke jeloye dar zanoo zade va montazere voroode man boode eftekhare daravordane kafshham ro midam. Am vay be halesh age zanoo zade jeloye dar nabinamesh vaghti ke miam khoone. Oon moghe hast ke paye shalagh miad vasat.

Zamane tanbih ke mishe man hamid ro mifrestam toye otagham va behesh migam ke oonja zanoo bezane va sabr kone ke dastoore badi ro behesh bedam. Man mamoolan in kar ro be chand dalil lazem midoonam. yekish inke fek mikonam ke zanoo zadan jeloye mize toilete man va sabr kardan dar hali ke midoone bezoodi shalagh khahad khord kheili barash tanbihe khoobie va hesabi mitarsoonash. Bezarin tozih bedam ke in tarze tanbih ro man mesle maraseme makhsoos midoonam va raveshe vizheii ro daram baraye ejrayesh.. masalan man hamishe yek joft az kafshhamo ke tahrik amiz taran mesle pashne boland va ya jelo baz ro barash mizaram toye otagham roye zamin ke ghabl az inke vaghte tanbihesh beshe va montazere , sareshro ba oona garm kone yani beboose , boo kone va sooratesho tooshoon foroo kone va belise. Tabestoon behtarin moghe baraye tanbihe be nazare man. Chon man toye tabestoon panjare otagh ro baz mizaram va hamid sedaye ghadamhaye mano mishnave ke miram toye hayat va az derakhte aloballooye toye hayat ye shakhe tarke taze mishkanam va hamzaman ba sedaye bolandi ke midoonam be gooshesh mirese ba khodam migam ke “ fek konam in tarke halesho ja biare” va ya inke “ hamchin ke do ta ba in behesh bezanam mifahme ke ghalat karde va be paham miofte”
Dar eine hal midoonam ke nokare javoonam dar hale parastidane kafshham hast va damagh va dahanesh por az booye araghe pahaye kasie ke bezoodi kotakesh khahad zad.
Bad az inke tarke ro chidam az derakht miram tooye khoone va daste tarke ro ba yek riboone ghermez mibandam ke dastamo aziat nakone va in dar halie ke gahi hes mikonam ke man bishtar az baradarzade barde am ke tooye otagh montazere tanbiheshe hayajan zade va asabi hastam. Hamchenin chon in baraye man yek maraseme man mamoolan say mikonam ke lebase monaseb tanam konam baraye ejraye tanbih. Masalan dirooz ke mikhastam shalaghesh bezanam ye lebase sar ta pa siahe ta balaye zanoo pooshidam ba hamoon joorabe nazok ke bahash biroon rafte boodam va yekam ham arayesh dashtam az sobh. Vaghti ke toye ayne niga kardam , ye jooraye shekle Hedie Tehrani shode boodam va in baese in shod ke bishtar sarehal biam ghabl az maraseme morede alagheam.

Haminke yavash yavash peleharo be otagham bala miram sedaye paham toye fazaye khone mipiche ke be hamid khabare oomadane sarvar va khanome khoone ro mide. Haminke dar ro baz mikonam baradarzade javoonam ro mibinam ke hamonntor ke entezar mire zanoo zade va saresh paeiineo negash be jelosh dookhte shode jaeii ke kafshaye man hast. Dar in moghe behesh dastoor midam ke saresho bala biare va be cheshmhaye man niga kone. Oonvaght man jeloyash mi eistam va darhali ke panje paye rastam ro roye zamin mikoobam va ba tarke dar dastam bazi mikonam azesh miporsam:” fek mikoni ke chera ferstadamet toye otagham?” oonam javab mide ba tars “ke shalagham bezanin amme ?”. “va chera fek mikoni ke bayad shalagh bokhori “, man miporsam va oon javab mide dar hali ke saresh dobare paeiin miofte: “ chon man dorost vazayefam ro anjam nadadam”. Man ba sedaye boland azesh mikham ke daghighan bege ke che sahl engarii karde va oonam ba loknate zabon va sharm mige ke: “ dame dar hazer naboodam ke kafshatono az pahaton dar biaram”.

Bad az chand lahze sokoot behesh amr mikonam ke pas boro amade sho ke tanbiheto beshi. Hamid az oonja ke hamishe moshtaghe razi kardane man hast az tarse inke az khoone biroonesh bokonam, zoodi mire va kenare chahar paye kotahi ke toye otagh daram dola mishe va shalvaresh ro paein mikeshe , amade tarke khordan. Manham miram va be rahati rooye chahar paye mishinam va dar hali ke amade zadanesh ba daste rast misham paye chapam ro jeloye sooratesh mizaram va in forsato behesh midam ke martebe sepasgozari va bardegi jeloye arbabesho be ja biare va oon ham albate az forsat be nahve ahsand estefade mione. Hamishe ghabl az inke zarbe avalo bezanam behesh zaboone narmesho rooye panje paham ya dampaeiiam ehsas mikonam. In behem neshon mide ke amadast ke tanbihesho daryaft kone. Manam baraye inke hese tahghir va barde boodanesho afzayesh bedam hamon kafshiro ke ta alan dasht milisid va parastesh mikard barmidaram az rooye zamin va mizaram zire sooratesh va behesh dad mizanam :”soorate badtarkibeto ro toye kafsham foroo bebar va boo bekesh”. Dar hamin moghe shoroo mikonam be shalagh zadanesh.

Haminke avalin zarbe be poshte lokhtesh mikhore tamoome badanesh az dard tekoon mikhore va saresh az tooye kafsh dar miad. “ ki behet goft surateto biroon biari? Bezaresh to kafsham va edame bede be boo kardan. Gardaneto mishkanam age dafe dige saret bala biad!!!!”. Ta man inaro saresh dad mizanam zood saresh barmgarde va sooratesh ta oonjay ke ja dare toye kafsham foroo mishe. Hamintor ke man be zadanesh edame midam behesh raveshe doroste khedmat kardan va raftar va adabe bardegi va ehteram be man va pa va kafshhamo barash goosh zad mikonam. behesh yad avary mikonam ke chenan niaz dare ke khodesho vaghfe pahaye man va booshon kone va inghadr damaghesh be booye paham adat kone ke betoone tanha az rooye atre paham mano shenasaei kone .

Bad az hodoode 30 zarbe zadan ro motavaghef mikonam ke betoonam natije karam va dard keshidano basane ghermeze nokaram ro bebinam. Ba paye chapam kafshi ro ke dare boo mikeshe mizanam kenar az zire saresh va be jash dampaeiimo az paham dar miaram va zire sooratesh mizaram va ba kafe paham gardanesho feshar midam ke sooratesh bere toye dampaeiam. Boye taze araghe dampaeii ingar mesle davaye zede dared baraye bardarzade bicharam. Haminke saresh vared mishe chenan ba shogh va atashi shoroo be nafas keshidan toye dampaei mikone ke engar hame dared shalagh khordano farmoosh karde va dar atre pa gom shode. Az didane in sahne va fekre inke kamelan ekhtiare in pesare javoon daste mane v cheghadr mitoonam hamid ro ke hanooz kheili javoone azar va shekanje konam bedoone inke shekayati kone, tamoome badanam az shedate lezzat shoroo be larzesh mikone va hatta ta marze erza shodan pish mire. Vaghean hichi behtar az in nist ke adam nokare vagheish, bardash ro peida kone.

Bad az modati ke migzare va sedaye nafas keshidane hamid toye kafsh aroomtar mishe va man ham yekam bekhodam miam bad az yek erza shodane shaded shoroo mikonam az hamid porsidan:” khob, az boo kardane dampaeihaye man bad az inke kotaket zadam lezzat bordi, tane lash? “ bale ame joon. Kheili . “ va dalilesh chie ke az booye pahaye man lezat mibari?” va oon javab mide :”Chon man nokar va khedmatkare shoma hastam va shoma sarvare man hastin va hame chize shoma baraye man moghadas va parastidani hast makhsoosan atr va booye paha va kafsho joorabaton”. Manam ke az javabesh razi hastam ba labkhande gooshe labam behesh migam afarin khedmatkare man, midoonam ke to pesare khoob va harfshenoii hasti va khahi bood. Bazoosho migiram va miaramesh bala va oonam dar hali ke hanooz rooye zanooshe saresho mizare rooye zanoohaye man va manam yavash yavash ba hamon dastha ke ta hala shalaghesh mizadan ashkhaye gooshe chashmesho pak mikonam. Dar hali ke boghz toye galooshe shoroo mike be sohbat ke: “ ame joon kheili mamnoon ke ejaze midin man pisheton bemoonam va inke khedmatetoono konam. Man asheghe pahatoon hastam va bedoone oona divoone misham. Torokhoda hamishe bezarin zire pahaton zendegi konam. Ghol midam ke harkari ke mitoonam baraye rezayate shoma anjam bedam va yad begiram ke chetor nokar va barde khoobi basham. Kheili mamnoon ke be man yad midin ke chetory bayad raftar konam. Kheili bebakhshid ame.”

Man ham darhali ke hanooz saresho navazesh mikonam behesh migam ke narahat nabashe va belakhare yad migire ke chetory ye khedmatkare kamel va khob bashe va inke ta vaghti ke say kone va be yadgerftan edame bede va baraye man khematkare khoobi bashe , jash hamishe zire pahaye man khahad bood.

Bad az yek rooze hesabi mesle in , hichi mesle ye khabe badaz zohr nemichasbe. Hamid ro be dakhele komode kafshham mifrestam ke khodesho ba kafshham va booshon aroom kone va khodam ham miram toye rakhtekhab. Darhali ke bazam sahnehaye rooz ro toye zehanm moroor mikonam , ba sedaye moratab va lalaei manande boo keshidane hamid tooye komod be khabe miram.