خوابگاه دخترانه (قسمت اول و دوم

Khabgahe Dokhtarane (ghesmate 1)

Man AZADEH hastam va daneshjooye sale sevome zabane englisi dar Tehran. Vaghiat ine ke, man in dastanro neveshtam bekhatere boyfriendam ke vaghti behesh rabete ajibe khodam ba hamotaghie sale avale daneshgaham ra taarif kardam, inghad khoshesh oomade bood ke mikhast man dobare ba hamotaghim ke modatha bood azash khabar nadashtam tamas begiram va rabetamo edame bedam va oonam biad niga kone yejoori. Vali man nemikhstam ke inkaro bokonam va bejash goftam ke barash dastanesho minevisam ke hamishe betoone bekhoonash harvaght doost dasht. BF ham azam khast ke in dastan ro ba baghie share konam ke manam ghabool kardam.

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Zahra hamotaghie man bood dar sale avale daneshgah. Oon az yek khanevade mazhabi shirazi bood va dar daneshgah kheili faaliat dasht va jozve in goroohhaye moshavere daneshjooei va in chiza bood. ba inke dokhtare shookh va ejtemaeii bood vali maloom bood ke kheili az lahaze jensi mahdood boode va khanevadash hesabi sakht gir boodan. be ghole khodesh yek doost pesar dasht toye shiraz va dar haghighat namzadesh bood vali maloom bood ke hichvaght rabete jensishon bishtar az yek boos kardan naboode. Vaghti ke ba in dokhtar mazhabihaye dige nabood va khialesh rahat bood ke kasi nemibinash, hamishe ba namzadesh telephoni harf mizad va milasid poshte telephon.

Zahra va man kamelan shakhsiathaye motafaveti dashtim va oon hamishe say dasht mano amr be maaroof kone va az karaye man enteghad mikard va migoft ke man bayad namaz bekhoonam va roosarimo dorost konam va injoor harfa. Man dige kam kam hoselam sar rafte bood az in harfash va midoonestam age edame peida kone belakhare yekroozi davamoon mishe sare in dekhalatash. Kholase rabetamoon bishtar az ham otagh boodane majboori nabood.

Yekrooz etefaghi toye otagh, paye man be paye takht khord mohkam ke dadam dar oomad az dard. Ba kamala taajob , zahra yekdafe ba negarani tarafe man david va komakam kard ke beshinam rooye takht dar hali ke man milangidam. Va shoroo kard be porsidane ahvalam va goft ke omivare ke angoshtam nashkaste bashe va ghabl az inke man chizi begam, zoodi joorabamo az pam dar avord va mesle inke doctor bashe shoroo kard be moayene angoshte shaste paye man.

Angoshtamo aval yavash yavash feshar dad dar hali ke miporsid ke dard mikone ya na va badesh shoroo kard be charkhoondanesh va invaro oonvar tekoon dadanesh ke motmaen beshe ke asibi be angoshtam nareside. Tamoome modat ham albate az nazdik va ba tamarkoze ajibi dasht pahamo niga mikard va be har bahoonei ke bood dastasho be kafe paham mimalid.

Man ham ke bana bar rabete na chandan khoobi ke ba zahra dashtam, hesabi az in axolamalesh va inke inghadr be fekre man bood , taajob zade shode boodam ke dared angoshtam yadam rafte bood.

Bad az inke zahra motmaen shod ke shaste paye man halesh khoobe va chizish nashode bood dar hali ke hanooz paham toey dastesh bood va dasht dastmalishon mikard shoroo kard be taarif kardane yek etefaghi ke baraye chemidoonam yeki az doostash oftage bood va pash shikaste bood va ina.

Bishtar intor benazar mioomad ke zahra dare alaki in dastanaro misaze az khodesh va taarif mikone ke sar mano garm kone va pahamo toye dastesh nigah dare va bemale.

Az oonja ke dooste pesare man hamishe behem migoft ke paham kheili khosgel va khos modelan va gahi vaghta nazeshon mikard baram va mimalideshon, ba in raftar yekam ashna boodam va zahra ham daghighan dasht mano yade doost pesaram mindakht. Tarze niga kardan va lams kardane paham va inke mikhast nazdike khodesh negaheshon dare. Az tarafe dige ham baram ghabele bavar nabood ke zahra bekhad intori bashe, va be gharize khodam shak karde boodam va tasmim gereftam ke motmaen besham.

Dar hali ke paham hanooz toey dastash bood va ba angoshtash lameshon mikard va mashghoole taarif kardane dastanesh bood, harfesho ghat kardam va hamoontor ke pamo yekam bala avordam ke dorost jeloye cheshmash bashe, angostamo tekon dadam va dar hali ke khandidam goftam, “ angoshtat daran pahamo ghelghelak midan”.

Ba in harf mikhastam bebianm axolamalesh chie va inke amdan pahamo nigah dashte toye dastesh va bahashon bazi mikone va ya inke havesh nist va manzoori nadare va ta ino begam pahamo vel mikone.

Hamoontor ke entezaresho dashtam va hess karde boodam, zahra midoonest ke chikar dare mikone va nemikhast ke dast az paham bekeshe. Ba kamala porrooie dar hali ke pashne pamo ba yek dast nigah dashte bood, angoshtaye daste digasho roy kafe paham bala va paein avord, va ingar ke montazere in forsat bood ba khande goft , “ eeee, hala ke intore pas ghelghelakeshon midam ke dared anoghstet yadet bere” khandid dobare va dar hali ke cheshmasho be kafe paham dookhte bood shoroo kard ba jeddiat bishtar ghelghelakeshon dadan.

Hala dige kamelan moshakhas bood baram ke zahra be pahaye man alaghe dare vagarna kodoom dokhtare mazhabi toye iran ba pahaye ham otaghish varmire va ghelghelakeshon mide. Taze ma inghadr ham be ham nazdik naboodim va yekdafe ingar zahra kolan avaz shod va yek adame dige shod.

Zahra be ghelghelak dadane paye man edame dad va man ham chon ghelghelaki boodam nemitoonestam jeloye khande khodamo begiram va vasate khandeha goftam, “ base dige, badjens nabash”.

Zahra ham bedone inke motavaghef kone ghelghelako ba halate loosi goft ‘ “Man? Badjensam?”

Manam ke az tavajohe zahra ba paham va ghelghelakesh , hesabi sheitanatam gol karde bood, vasate khande va ghelghelak shodan az dahanam parid ke, “ are badjensi, age badjens naboodi bejaye inke pahamo ghelghelak bedi ke dardeshon yadam bere , miboosidish baram”

Zahra yekdafe az ghelghelak dast keshid va bad az yek makse kootah va darhali ke cheshmesho az kafe paham bar nemidasht, sooratesho paein avord va noke angoshte shaste pamo yek boose kheili koochik va sari kard.

Man ke khodam ham hesabi shocke shode boodam, hich kari nakardam va baraye chand lahzei sokoot, zahra bedoone inke saresho becharkhoone va be man niga kone yavashi pamo mesle inke yek chize kheili ba arzeshi bashe kheili ba ehtiat gozasht zamin va aroom porsid “ hala khob shod?” .

Manam baraye inke javabi dade basham va az halate sharm va khejalati ke zahra bekhodesh gerefte bood, nejatesh bedam, ba labkhnd goftam, “ are merc” va pahamo jam kardam.

Zahra goft “bebkahsid” va az takht paein parid va zoodi chadoresho saresh kard va bedoone inke be man niga kone az otaghemon ba ajale biroon raft. Sooratesh mesle laboo ghermez shode bood.

Haminke zahra biroon raft man yek lahze be chizay ke pish oomade bood fek kardam va zadam zire khande.


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Zahra oonshab be otagh barngasht. In avalin bari bood ke shabo jaye dige mikhabid, manam az inke tamoome otagho baraye khodam dashtam va tanha boodam badam nemioomad. taze, az khodam bood ke bad az etefaghi ke oftad dige roosh nashe bargarde be inja va yek ham otaghie taze peida kone va manam yekmodat inja tahna basham.
Akharaye shab ke tahna boodam va khabam nemibord , bazam fekram raft be zahra va in ke chetory mitoone ba tamame tazahoresh be dino iman az yek dokhtare dige va az pa khoshesh biad. Konjkav shodam va shoroo kardam be search kardan roye internet ke bishtar dar morede in pa doost dashtan bedoonam.

Fahmidam ke bishtar az inke be nazar miad , kesay hastan ke pa doost daran va mamoolan ham pa doost dashtan ba ram boodan va submissive boodan hamrahe. Va inke kheilia aghide daran ke khanevade va raftaraye pedaro madar va tahte feshar boodan bacheha baese intor enherafat mishe ke dar morede zahra ba aghl joor darmoomad. Chon khanevadash mazhabie shadid bood va hesabi roosh sakht giri karde boodan.

Ba inke darsade dokhtary ke pa doost daran kheili kamtar az pesarha hast vali vojood daran intor dokhtarha , bar asase chizi ke toye internet khoondam va maloom bood ke yekishon ham hamotaghie mane.

Hamintor khoondam ke mamoolan kesay ke pa doost daran be kafsh va joorab va harchiz ke be pa marboot bashe va booye pa bede ham alaghe daran. In mano toye fekr endakht , chon gah gahi motavajeh mishodam ke kafsham paeine otagh , moratab shodan va ya inke tamiz tar az oonian ke yadam mioomad. Man hichvaght kafshamo moratab nemikardam magar inke madaram majbooram mikard ba dad va dava. Dar zemn chan ta az joorabham ham in modat gomo goor shode boodan va bad az yek modat yek gooshe kenari saro kalashon peida mishod , maslan toye sacke bashgaham ya zire takht ya yekjaye ajibi. Yadam miad ke yedafe zahra yek lenge az joorabamo ke gom shode bood avord dad behem va goft ke eshtebahi toye lebashash ke baraye shostan borde boode peida karde va shoshte behem tahvil dad. Kam kam dasht yek chiay baram roshan mishod.

Tasmim gereftam ke beram va toye vasayele zahra ro yek negahi bendazam, shayad yek chizi peida konam ke shakamo be etminan tabdil kone. Hade aghal midoonestam ke hanooz yeki 2 lengei az joorabam peida nashode boodan va omidvar boodam ke yek sarenakhi peida konam.

Shoroo kardam be gashtane vasayele zahra. Komodesh, kifesh ketabash vali chizi peida nakardam. Cheshmam be rakhtekhabesh oftad. Age joorabamo dozdide bashe ehtemaln yekjaei nazdike takhte nigareshon midare ke barash rahate ke shaba ke kasi motavajeh nist biarashon biroon va harkari mikhad bahashon bokone.

Takhtesho gashtam , zire doshakesho , zire pato va malfasho , zire baleshto va motavajeh yek baramadegi toye roye baleshtesh shodam. dastamo kardam zire roye baleshtesh va chizi ro ke entezar dashtam peida kardam. joorabaye ghermeze man ke mamoolan baraye varzesh mipooshidameshon va alan 3 4 mahi bood ke gheib shode boodan. Maloom bood ke zahra inaro kheili doost dasht va ghasd nadasht ke be in zoodi bareshon gardoone.

Az rooye konjkavi joorabaye nashoste shodaro nazdike damagham avordam va boo keshidam, “ ewwww, bayad hesabi divoone bashi ke az in boo khoshet biad akhe” pishe khodam fek kardam. bad az gozashte 3 4 mah hanooz hesabi booye aragh midadm joorabaye man. Yadam nist chand dafe pooshide boodameshon baraye varzesh ghabl az inke zahra dozdide boodeshon. Joorabaro ba chendesh gozashtam dobare tooye baleshte zahra va raftam dastamo shostam, khoda midoonest ke zahra ba in joorabaye kasif chikar karde bood toye in modat.

Vaziat dige dasht yekam ajib gharibtar az ooni ke fek mikardam mishod.. maloom bood ke ba yek pa dooste hesabi taraf hastam va midoonestam ke mitoonam az in noghte zaafe zahra sooe estefade konam va tahte control khodam begiramesh. Vali hanooz motmaen naboodam ke inkare dorostie ya na.


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rooze bad ke zahra bargasht be otagh , man roye mobl deraz keshide boodam. Motavajeh shodam ke yek ketabe arabi ke fek konam doa va hadis toosh bood ba khodesh avorde bood khoone va zire chadoresh bood. maloom bood ke rafte boode otaghe yeki az oon dostaye amr be maroofesh. Zahra salam kard va oomad neshast labe mobl ke man roosh boodam va mesle inke mikhast dar bare matlabe mohemi sohbat kone.

Dar hali ke nigash paein bood shoroo kard ke “ dar morede dishab….midooni ke faghat yek shookhi bood, hamin.”

“ mage dishab chi shod?” man porsidam. Zahra kheili dastpache bood va man mikhastam yekam aziatesh konam va majbooresh konam ke etefaghe dishabo bayan kone.

Zahra edame dad “ dishab dige,” man khodamo be oonrah zadam va behesh khire shodam va montazere javab . zahra dobare goft “ dishab dige, ke angoshtet khord be takht ….” Maloom bood ke delesh nemikhad be oonja berese ke bekhad boosidane pahaye mano be zaban biare.

Man ba kamale khoonsardi goftam “ aha.. eib nadare.. taghsire to nabood. Pam be takhte khord.”

“ na manzooram badesh bood …” man dobare nigash kardam va yek abroomo be alamae soal bala avordam va gotam “ badesh?”

zahra dige ingar rahe dar ro nadasht va az naghsh bazi kardane man khaste shode bood , boland goft, “ ke pato boosidam… faghat mikhastam begam ke manzoori nadashtam va yek vaght fekri darbaram nakoni’

man ke hesabi dashtam az in mokleme ba zahra kayf mikardam va mikhastam ta oonhay ke mishe sar besaresh bezaram porsidam “ masalan che fekri darbarat bokonam?”

“ inke man ghasdi dashtam va jeddi jeddi booseshon kardam” zahra goft kheili asabi.

Man ke hesabi dashtam ba in dastpachegi va asabi boodane zahra hal mikardam ba labkhand ke bishtar dastpachash konam goftam “ are midoonam ke jeddi jeddi booseshon kardi…chon dosteshon dari” va khandidam.

“ NA…NA..bekhoda aslan intory nist….manzooram hamin bood ke yek vaght hamchin fekri nakoni” Zahra sooratesh gol endakhte bood vali dar kamale dastpachegi engar dasht mikhandid va harfe man yekjooray rahatesh karde bood. mesle in bood ke hazere ke hame chzio eteraf kone. Man ke hesabi sheitoonim dobare gol karde bood hes kardam ke delam mikhad hamoonjoor ke neshaste pahamo bezaram roye sooratesh va bebinam ke chikar mikone indafe. Ya hatta badtare delam mikhast hamoon ba chadori ke saresh bood bendazamesh rooye zamin va joft pamo bezaram rooye soorate motazahere, mazhabie dorooghgoosh. Nemidoonam in fekra az koja oomade bood toye sare man vali midoonestam ke hesabi hayajan zade shodam va har lahze sakht tar dare mishe ke khodamo control konam.
“ base dige doroogh goftan.. dorooghgoo doshmane khodast .. to ke bayad behtar bedooni?” man boland goftam va ba halate maskhare krdan..

Zahra ke entezare ino nadasht ke behesh begam dorooghghoo ba lahni por az eltemas ke bekhad man behesh rahm konam goft “ azadeh?”

“chie? Rastesho goftam khob…pahamo doost dari dige” man goftam kheili jeddi va darhali ke yeki az phamo harekat dadam va kafeshoono be sinash chasboondam ba tahdid va montazere javabesh shodam.

“na… man..” dahanesh baz bood vali hich kalame vazehi azeshon biroon nemioomad. belakhare javab dad “ akhe to azam khasti” sooratesh kamelan sorkh shode bood va dastash milarzid.

Man ke hala khodamo kamelan bozorgtar az zahra hes mikardam va az tahghir kardanesh dashtam lezzat mibordam ba halati ke ingar halamo beham zade bashe behesh goftam “ pas harki azet bekhad ke pasho beboosi to ham migi bashe” va ta ino goftam paye digam ro ham bala avordam va be sinash chasboondm ba feshar.

“na , intory nist” Zahra javab dad. hesabi vahshat zade be nazar miresid va montazer boodam ke az otagh va az daste man farar kone va dige barnagarde. Vali hamchin etefaghi nayoftad va hamoonja neshast be halate taslim va sare paein oftade va dota paye mano roye sinash niga mikard.

Man be soal pich kardanesh edame dadam “ pas chetorie? Faghat age man bekham inkaro mikoni?”

Zahra hichi nagoft. Maloom bood ke dige nazdike taslim shodan bood. dige chizi nadasht ke bekhad azash defa kone va hesabi khord shode bood jeloye man. Age mikhastam ke Zahra ro be zanoo biaram va tahte solte begiram, alan behtarin moghe bood ke zarbe akharo vared konam.




Edame darad…..

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Ghesmate 2

“yani faghat joorabaye mano zire baleshtet ghayem mikoni pas? Ya male baghie ham hast?”

Zahra az in harfe man az ja parid. Fahmid ke dastesh dige kamelan roo shode. Pishoonish khise aragh bood.

Man edame dadam: “ nakone dari yek collecsion az joorabaye tamoome dokhtaraye khabgah jam mikoni ha? Ya joorabaye oon doostaye chadorito? Ewww? Shayad behtare aslan beram az hame dokhtaraye inja beporsam bebinam ki joorabesho gom karde tazegia? ”

Zahra ba sare paein oftade va dar hali ke engar boghz galoosho gerefte bod goft “ na torokhoda , khahesh mikonam azade” va ashk az cheshmash rah gereft.

Man ghalbam shoroo karde bood be tond tond zadan va hesabi sadistic shode boodam va az shekanje kardane ravanie zahra dashtam hesabi lezzat mibordam.

“chera ke na?” bahalate asabani porsidam va ba do ta paham ke rooye sinash bood be aghab holesh dadam. Hala zahra rooye labe takht bood va ba arenje dastash khodesho nigah dashte bood ke kamelan be posht rooye takht nayofte va pahaye man taghriban rooye gardanesh bood. ghiafash ba pahaye man rooye gardanesh didani bood bichare.
Jaleb in bood ke hich saay nakard ke za zire pahaye man biroon biad va khodesho nejat bede va ingar ke erade ino nadasht ke dige kari bokone.

Man baraye inke javabe soalamo azesh begiram dobare ba sedaye boland porsidam “ javabe mano bede hala, faghat pahaye mane ya inke to kafe pahaye hame dokhtaraye dige ham hasti?” va ba paham be sine va gardanesh feshar avordam.

Belakhare zahra taslim shod hamoontor ke entezar dashtam va dar hali ke dasht ba boghz gerye mikard shoroo be eteraf kard “ na bekhoda, fagaht pahaye to hastesh, man hichvaght injoory naboodam va hamchin ehsasi nadshtam ghabl az inke to ro bebinam…” boghzesh heasb tarakide bood dige va dasht vazehan gerye mikard “ torokhoda be kasi nago azade, khahesh mikonam”

Man bedoone inke hich rahmi neshon bedam va kheili jeddi porsidam, “ vese chi man?”

“nemidonam, shayad chon…chon pahat kheili khoshgelan (hegh heghe gerye)….bebakhshid, ama daste khodam nist bekhoda, nemidoonam chikar konam” zahra abe damaghesh rah gerefte bood va bezoor harf mizad az shedate gerye.

Man ke didam ke kheili narahate yekam delam barash sookhte bood rastesh vali in be in maana nabood ke bezaram be hamin rahati dar bere. Taze giresh avorde boodam va rastesh tarafe badjensam roo shode bood va mikhastram ta oonjaye ke mishe pish beram va lezzat bebaram. Ba lahne yekam molayemtar vali hanooz jeddi va ba tahakom ke bishtar mesle dastoor bood behesh goftam “ neshon bede behem pas?”

“ chio” zahra goft ba taajob.

“Inke cheghadr doost dari pahaye mano dige”

“chi.. na azade , khahesh mikonam” zahra eltemas kard.

Manke dige sabram tamoom shode bood va kheili delam mikhast ke bebinam ba paham chikar mikone, bedoone inke azesh dobare beporsam, pahamo ke toye joorab boodan az rooye gardanesh bardashtam va ba feshar bordam roye sooratesh va behesh dobare behalate dastoor goftam, “ bebooseshon dige, zahra. Hamin alan mage nagofti ke khoshgelan pas bebooseshon dige”

Zahra kheili saritar az ooni ke entezar dashtam taslim shod va ba etaate khasi pamo toye dastesh gereft va shoroo kard be malidan va boosidane kafe joorabaye kasife man ke az dirooz pam bood.

Nemidoonestam ke joorabam cheghadr boo midadan oonrooz, vali maloom bood ke booshoon bad az 2 rooz pooshidan be andaze kafi bood ke hale zahra ro hesabi ja biare. Zahra inghadr dasht az booye joorabam lezzat mibord ke dige boos kardane paham ro ham faramoosh karde bood va tanha kari ke mikard inbood ke ba cheshmaye kamelan baste az lezzat nafase amigh bekeshe az damaghesh.
Bayad eteraf konam ke didane zahra intory zire paham va bookeshidaneshon , kheili behtar az ooni bood ke tooye zehnam tasavor karde boodam shabe ghabl. Dashtam az in tajrobe jaded hesabi lezzat mibordam manam.

Ziad tool nakeshid ke zahra dastesh bedone ekhtiar va koorkoorane raft tarafe saghe paham va joorabamo gereft va shoroo kard be daravordaneshon, dar hali ke hanooz sooratesh be kafe paham chasbide bood va boo mikeshid.

Man ham dar hali ke pahamo ba feshare bishtar rooye soorat va damaghesh mimalidam porsidam, “kheili delet mikhad joorabamo dar biari , na?”

Zahra ke dige gerye va narahati va khejalat kolan yadesh rafte bood va tamoome havasesh be pahaye man bood zood javab dad “ are kheili” va joorabamo biroon keshid.

Zahra dasht bishtar az ooni ke man entezar dashtam va mikhastam az paham lezzat mibord va vaghti ke joorabamo biroon keshid va yekdafe bedoone inke man entezaresho dashte basham shoroo kard be lisidane kafe paham, man pahamo az dastash aghab keshidam. Mikhastam az edame aziat kardan va tahghir kardanesh lezzat bebaram , bejaye inke oon az pahaye man lezzat bebare.

Kheili jeddi va mesle kasi ke ba zirdast va kolfatesh harf bezane, behesh dastoor dadam ke “ hala ke joorabaye mano daravordi, boro beshooreshon baram… oonay ro ham ke dozdidi beshor va ta vaghti ke tamoom nashode, jeloye man peidat nashe.”

Dar hali ke man boland shode boodam va dashtam az otagh biroon miraftam, zahra eltemas konan goft “ lotfan be kasi chizi nago, bashe?”

Manham bedoone inke javabesho bedam ba bimahali , dampaiamo pooshidam va az otagh biroon raftam va dar ro mohkam poshte saram bastam. Midoonestam ke hanooz karam ba zahra tamoom nashode.
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vaghti ke bargashtam be otagh chand saate baad, zahra jeloye takhtam zanoo zade bood va dasht lebashamo ke shoste bood ta va moratab mikard. Zahra na tanha joorabamo shoste bood, balke tamoome lebasaye kasifam ro ham bahashon shoste bood va khoshk karde bood toye mashin.

Haminke saresho bala avord va be man salam kard , motavajeh shodam ke labkhand roye labash bood va maloom bood ke jeloye khodesho gerefte ke nakhande. Man ke entezare in sahnaro nadashtam, dar hali ke javabe salamesho dadam raftam tarafesh va ba taajob nigash kardam.

Dige taghriban ta kardane lebasa tamoom shode bood va zahra istad va azam porsid ke chetore karesh va inke man bakhshidamesh hala ya na. Man ham bedoone in ke behesh roye khos neshon bedam ba sardi javab dadam ke are khobe vali khastam va mikham roye takht deraz bekesham va ba saram be lebasaye rooye takht eshare kardam be in mani ke zoodtar tamoomesh kone. Zahra ham porsid ke “ mikhay bezarameshon toye keshoye lebasat?” manam ba lahne taane amizi goftam “ khodet chi fek mikoni?”. Oonam bedoone inke chizi bege lebasaro bardasht va kheili moratab toye kesho gozasht dar hali ke man roye takht deraz keshida boodam va nigash mikardam.

Bad az inke karesh tamoom shod , man roomo bargashtoondam tarafe divar ke majboor nabashm bahash harf bezanam. Vaghean ziad hoselahso nadashtam va hanooz az inke ham otaghim nesbat behem ehsase ajib va jensi dashte bashe baram ja nayoftade bood.
Dar hamon hal ke poshtam behsh bood va dasht kam kam khabam mibord, baraye inke yekvaght khial nakone ke dige tamoom shode va man yadam rafte behesh ekhtar dadam ke “ man hanooz asabaniam va nemidoonam chikar konam ba to dar morde joorab dozdidanet”

“ ghol midam ke dige hamchin kari nakonam, azadeh, bebakhsid bazam” zahra javab dad ba halate eltemas.

“bebinimo taarif konim” man javab dadam kheili jeddi “ hala saro seda nakon ke mikham bekhabam.”

Khoshbakhtane badaz bitavajohi va asabaniate oonshabam, zahra yek do haftei dorobare man peidash nashod va mozahemam nashod. Manam kam kam faramoosh karde boodam dar morede etefaghaye ke oftade bood va enherafate akhlaghie hamotaghim. Makhsoosan ke emtehanhaye mian term ham bood va hesabi mashghool boodam.

Rooze akhare emtehanaye midterm bood va man yek emtehane sakht dashtam va badesham ba doost pesaram va yek seri az doostamon raftim yek mehmooni ke oonja ba doost pesaram sare cheshm cahroonish harfam shod va yek davaye hesabi kardim va man ghahr kardam va ba inke gharar bood ke shabo pishe doost pesaram bemoonam, dar hali ke hesabi asabani boodam va gerye mikardam bargashtam khabgah.

Madare zahra ham gharar bood ke rooze badesh biad va ye chand roozi pishe zahra bemoone va zahra khoshhal bood ke man miram pishe doost pesaram va inke chand shab ke madaresh oonajst man oonja nistam. Vaghti ke man ba oon halat bargashtam be khabgah maloom bood ke zahra ham aslan entezare didane mano nadasht va ghefelgir shod.

Man ke hesabi khaste va asabanio narahat boodam tanha kari ke mikhastam bokonam inbood ke chakmeha va lebasamo ke az sobh tanam bood dar biaram va bioftam roye takht va bekhabam.

Zahra ke maloom bood taze az hamoom dar oomade bood hanooz hole tanesh bood va saresho ba yek hole dige pichide bood. vaghti ke mano did ba taajob porsid “ ee inja chikar mikoni? Man fek kardam ke ta 3 shanbe khoone hamid ina (doost pesaram) bemooni? Chizi shode?”

Manam yezare barash tozih dadm ke chi shod, be in omid ke velam kone va bezare bekhabam, ama vasate kar geryam gereft az narahati. Zahra ham ke intory did zood rafto baram yek livan ab avord va shoroo kard behem deldari dadan. Komakam kard ke koole poshti va jacaktam ro dar biaram. Badesh aham zanoo zad jeloye takhtam va dar hali ke migoft ke motaasefe , behem bazam deldari dad va goft ke eib nadare mitoonam hamoonja toye otagh bemoonam va narahate madaresh ke miad nabasham va ashkamo ba dastmal pak kard.

Man deraz keshidam roye takht va baraye inke khodamo jam konam va geryamo motavaghef konam, baleshtamo bardashtam va rooye sooratam gozashtam ke zahra mano ba oon halate darbo daghoon nabine.

Dar hali ke balesht rooye soratam ro pooshoonde bood shenidam ke zahra goft ke “ bezar komaket konam ke inaro dar biari” va dastasho rooye chakmeham hes kardam ke say mikard zipeshoono baz kone.

Chakmeha az sobh pam boodan va paham hesabi tooshon aragh karde bood va midoonestam ke joorabam va paham hatamn boo midan. Man ke khaste tar az ooni boodam ke bekham bahs konam ya mogahvemati konam, velesh kardam ke karesho bokone. Har chi bood badam nemiad oonmoghe yeki komakam kone.

Zahra yeki az chakmehamo dar avord va pamo gozasht rooye shoonash va shoroo kard be dar avordane oon yeki. Haminke chakmeham dar oomad baraye yek chand lahzehi zahra toye dastesh negah dasht pahamo va yekam massageshon dad va badesh gozashteshon rooye oonyeki shoonash va raft soraghe paye aval.

“inharo ham dar miaram ke yekam khonaket beshe” zahra goft ba yek halate na motmaeni mesle inke montazere axolamal va eeteraze man bashe.

Man pishe khodam fek kardam “ oO , dobare in dokhtare shoroo kard engar” vali badam nemioomad ke joorabamam az paham dar biad va banabarin chizi nagoftam Vaghti ke did man mokhalefati nakardam , dar hali ke dasht ba saghe joorabam bazi mikard va montazer bood ke biroon bekeshonashon ba kam rooi ke toye sedash maloom bood va inke ejaze mano bekhad porsid “ yani eshkal nadare?”

man ham ba taane va be halate shookhi javab dadam “ mishoorishon baram?”

“hatman!” zahra ba eshtiagh javab dad dar hali ke joorabamo az saghe pam biroon keshid rooye pashne pam.

Man ke yekam hala halam behtar shode bood baz tasmim gereftam ke sar be saresh bezaram va goftam “ ya nakone tarjih midi ke nashoorishon va haminjoori kasif zire baleshtet gheyemeshon koni?” va khandidam dar hali ke khoshhal boodam ke hadeaghal mitoonam sar besar szahra bezaram va intory narahatimo faramoosh konam.

Zahra dar hali ke sedasho loos karde bood dastesho az joorabam pas keshid va nale konan goft “ azadehhh! Goftam ke ghol midam ke dige oonkaro nakonam”

Manam harfesho ghat kardam “ areeee, joone khodet” va pamo bala avordam va ba angoshtaye pam kheili aheste gardane lokhtesho malidam va be sar besar gozashtanesh edame dadam “ manke midoonam ke cheghad mikhayshon” va pamo bordam zire damaghesh va angoshtamo tekoon dadam “ mmm, khoshet miad az booshoon? Delet tang nashode barashon ha?”

Zahra ke zaeif va bi erade shode bood dobare, kheili dasht say mikard ke toye dami ke man barash pahn karde boodam nayofte “ azadehhh! Torokhoda… nakon….” Va dar hali ke loknat gerefte bood say mikard ke roosho bargardoone va be pahaye man ke jeloye sooratesh invaro oonvar mishod niga nakone ke vasvase beshe.

Ghiafash toye oon lahze kheili khande dar va ahmaghane shode bood ke mano tashvigh mikard ke bishtar aziatesh konam. Pamo roye sooratesh feshar dadam va goftam “ to az khodate ke ba in boo tooye damaghet harshab khabet bebare, dorsot nemigam?”

Zahra dar hali ke hanooz dasht be yektarafe dige niga mikard va saresho charkhoonde bood ke kafe paye man rooye sooratesh gharar nagire. Manam ke hesabi jav gerefte boodam va mikhastam ke majbooresh konam ke taslim she mesle ghabl, oon yeki pam ro ham bala avordam mesle gholab ba rooshon say kardam ke sooratesho tarafe khodam bargardoonam. Inkaro inghad ba zoor va khashen anjam dadam ke khodamam yeklahze bavaram nashod.

Zahra ba inke hanooz dasht yekam moghavemat mikard vali maloom bood ke jeddi nist va har lahze hazer bood ke taslim beshe. Dar hamon hale taghal va yek sanie ke yeki az paham damaghesho pooshoonde bood va dahanesh yekam baz moonde bood, man angoshtaye oon yeki pamo dar hali ke hanooz joorab pam bood, ba feshar toye dahanesh foroo kardam va ba hers goftam “ age booshoono doost dari , pas hatman az mazashoon ham khoshet miad”

Hamin jomle kafi bood ke Zahra ro taslim kone. Dast az taghala bardasht va bedone moghavemat zire pahaye man ke sooratesho pooshonde boodan aroom gereft. Sedaye boo keshidane amighesh, neshon midad ke hesabi mashghool shode.

Man montazer boodam ke zahra shoroo kone be dar avordane joorabam mesle dafe ghabl ke be pahaye lokhtam berese. Chizi nakeshid ke zahra shoroo kard be inkar vali indafe be khodesh zahmate estefade az dastash ro nadad. Hamoontor ke moche pahamo nigah dashte bodo ba dota dastash, ba dandoonash shoroo kard be biroon keshidan joorabi ke ta pashne pam paein oomade bood.

Oon lahze zahra mano yade hayvoone gorosnei mindakht ke dasht pooste shekaresho ba dandoonash pare mikard. Haminke joorabam daroomad va pooste narme va martoobe kafe paham sooratesho lams kard, oon yekzare ghoroori ham ke hanooz dasht kamelan faramoosh kard va mesle yek gorge gorosne be paham hamle kard.

Shooro kard be boosidan va lisidan hame jaye paham dar hali ke be lah lah zadan oftade bodo az shedate hayajan. Ehsase zabane khis va narme zahra ke kafe pahamo ba feshar milisid, mesle in bood ke jaryane electicity be sar ta paye badanm vared kone. Manke ziadi tahrik shode boodam, nemikhastam ke kar be jaei berese ke controlamo az dast bedam va kare ahmaghanei bokonam. Say kardam ke pamo az daste zahra dar biaram vali zahra nemizasht va ba feshar pahamo nigah dashte bood ke man tasmim gereftam bezaram karesho bokone.

Zahra bad joor mshghoole khordane pa bood. bala va paeine kafe paham, pashne, dore moche pa, rooye pa, nakhonam, laye angoshtam, dige jaei namoonde bodo ke zaboone zahra behesh nakhorde bashe. Sooratesh ghermez shode bood az hayajan va aragh karde bood va gah gahi sedaye mmmm kradanesh be goosh miresid ke neshon midad ke hesabi dare az chizi ke mikhore lezzat mibare.

Yek modat be hamin soorat gozasht va dorost moghei ke soorate zahra az paham joda shod baraye yek lahze va man fek kardam ke belakhare zahra sir shode va khordanesh tamoom, taze dandoonash shoroo kardan be kar. Zahra shoroo kard be gaz gereftan va mek zadane shadid kafe paham ke man tarsidam ke gooshte panje paham kande beshe va kafe paham zakhm beshe. Zahra az panje shoroo kard va ta pashne pa miraft va barmighast. ya dandoonasho mimalid kafe paham ya gazeshon migerft. Yek makhloote dard va ghelghelak ehsas mikardam, yek lahze khoob bood va lahze dige mikhastam az dard jigh bekesham.

Yadam miad ke bada az yaki do daghighe dige natoonestam tahamol konam va say kardam ke motavaghefesh konam. Vali tanha kalamei ke az dahanam dar mioomad esmesh bood va baghie jomle toye ah keshidane va dardo lezzati ke toye paham hes mikardam gom mishod.

Zahra mesle inke fek karde bood ke man daram vaghean lezzat mibaram va khosham miad ke daram esmesho seda mizanam, chon hatta gaz gereftansh shadidtar shod va shoroo kard be zaboon avordane esme man “oh azaadeehhh!”

Dar hamoon moghe Inghadr feshare dastash dore moche paham shadid shode bood ke dige natoonestam tahamol konam va ba seday boland va dar hali ke lagad mizadam faryad zadam “ akhhhh, base digee”. Zahra belakhare havasesh jam shod va pahamo vel kard.

Man pamo gozashtam rooye zamin va labe takht neshastam “maloome chikar mikoni? Nazdik bood pamo beshkani?” man goftam.

“bebakhshid” zahra goft va dar hali ke hanooz jeloye paham rooye zamin bood, saresho gozasht rooye zanooham va dastesho dore saghe paham halghe kard va baghaleshon kard mesle inke doost pesareshe va javab dad “ daste khodam nabood, nemidoonestam chikar daram mikonam. sharmandam”

man yekam ehsase gonah kardam rastesh oon lahze , chon man boodam ke aval shoroo kardam va tahrik kardam zahra ro. Baraye inke ziad ehsase badi nakone va ba molayemat goftam “ eib nadare , taghsire to nabood”

zahra khandid va be shookhi goft “ hade aghal pahat tamiz shodan”. Manam khandidam be harfesh.
“ dafe dige ghol midam khodamo control konam” zahra goft

man ke hanooz labkahnd rooye labam bood pishe khodam fek kardam “ chi? Dafe dige?”

dar vagheh zahra dorsot migoft. Chon in shorooe yek doostie paei beine man va zahra bood. Oonshab va kheili shabaye dige bad az oon ta akhare term, zahra vaghtesho ba pahaye man va ya zire pahaye man migzaroond. Gahi hatta bad az inke man miraftam toye rakhtekhab, zahra azam ejaze migereft ke paine takhtam bemoone va pahamo massage bede ya boo kone va beboose ta man khabam bebare, va man ham mokhalafati nadashtam, ta oonjay ke mozaheme khabidane man nemishod.

Baraye manam ziad bad nabood albate, makhsoosan ke ta akhare term, zahra nemizasht ke man toye otagh dast be siaho sefid bezanam va mesle kolfat jeloye man dola rast mishod. Az hame behtar ham inbood ke dige bad az oon shab , ta vaghti ke ba zahra ham otagh boodam, yekdafe ham lebasha va joorabaye khodamo nashostam. Har moghe ke joorabam ehtiaj be shostan dashtan, faghat kafi bood dareshon biaram va bezarameshon rooye va ya zire baleshte zahra va oon tartibeshono midad.


Terme bad zahra ba ejbare khanevadash be shahre khodeshon montaghel shod chon khanevadash mikhastan ke nazdike namzadesh bashe. Man dige nadidamesh bad az oon. Yeki do sale bad az yeki shenidam ke aroosi karde va bache dar shode va khoone dari mikone va in akharin khabari bood ke shendiam darbarash.


Payan

eyval!! aali bud!! damet garm!! mamnun.

kheyli ali bood va az hame mohemtar inke be nazar vaghee mirese ke in lezzatesho bishtar mikone.