پاهای خانم معلم (قسمت اول، دوم ، سوم، چهارم، پنجم ، ششم و هفتم

Pahaye Khanome Moalem (ghesmate 1)

Man az zamani ke yadam miad asheghe pa va pa parasti boodam. Man az hamoon bachegi shoroo kardam be bazi kardan ba pahaye zanhaye famil va doosthaye mamanam va khatere ziad daram, vali behtarineshon barmigarde be zamani ke classe chaharom madrase boodam. Yadam miad ke avalin rooze madrase bood va man hich etelaei nadashtam ke ki gharare moalemam bashe oonsal. Yek list be dare voroodie madrase chasboonde boodan ke liste tamoome class chaharomiha va moalemashon bood. Man omidvar boodam ke tooye classe khanome Mahmoodi basham ba 3 ta dige az behtarin doostam ama vaghti ke listo negah kardam fahmidam ke moaleme emsalam khanome Shakib hast. Man ghablan na esmesho shendie boodam va na dide boodamesh , baraye hamin yekam halam gerefte shod vali charei nabood va manam saramo indakhtam paeiino be taraf classe khanome shakib rah oftadam.

Vaghti ke varede class shodam , avalin chizi ke didam yekjoft kafshhaye pashne bolande khoshghel bood ba joorabe nazoke meshki va haminke saramo bala kardam ye khanome ghad boland vakhosh ghiafe ba moohaye roshan va pooste sefid jeloye man istade bood. “chera inghadr narahati pas?” khanome shakib porsid. Man ham barash tozih dadam ke doostam hame toye yek classe dige hastand va man inja tanham va doost nazdik nadaram. Oonam ba khoshrooei goft ke narahat nabash inja ham doosthaye jaded peida mikoni darzemn doosthaye to bayad narahat bashand ke zarar kardand va man moalemeshon nistam va khandid. Hade aghal moalemam khanome khoobi be nazar mioomad va hamin koli aroomam kard. Taze tamoome rooz ham sandalie takie jeloye class ro behem dad va goft ke chon narahatam mitoonam emroozo inja beshinam ke kheili khoob bood.

Oonrooz vaghti khoone raftam hesabi khoshhal boodam va be maman va babam darbare moaleme khoobam goftam albate na dar morede inke cheghad khosgele . madaram goft ke yadesh maid ke yeki az doosthaye bardarm shagerdesh boode ghablan va moaleme khobie ba inke yekam javoone. Man porsidam hodoodan chand saleshe va maman goft ke hodoodaye 30 sal. Bad az oon dige man donbalesho nagereftam va raftam sare bazie videoi.

Cheshm be ham nazade 3 hafte az shorooe madrase gozashte bood va khanome shakib hanooz kafshe jelo baz napooshide bood ke betoonam ye negahi be pahash bendazam. Hamishe kafshe jelo baste pashne boland va joorabe nazok mipooshid. Manam ke hesabi delam mikhast bedoonam pahash che sheklie hesabi dasht kofram darmoomad.

Ye panjshanbe zange akhar bood va In zange khoondan bood ke hame bayad saket boodan va darseshono mikhoondan . in class vaghean hosele adamo sar mibord makhsoosan ke bayad saket boodi va tazahor be khoondan mikardi hame zango. Yek dafe ye fekre kheili khoob vali yekami divoonevar be fekram resid. Az oonja ke toye in zang harkasi harchi delesh mikhast mikhoond va har ki zoodtar mioomad harja delesh mikhast mineshast mamoolan chon ziad rasmi nabood class, man ham ke hesabi toye khomarie pahaye khanom moalem moonde boodam be saram zad ke ghabl az hame beram sare class va beram zire mize khanome shakib va oonja ketab bekhonam. Intory age motavajeham nashod man tamoome zango nazdike kafshaye khoshghelesh khaham bod va harvaght ham fahmid va soal kard migam ke intory havasm part nemishe va ziad sholoogh bazi nemikonam chon baghiaro nemibinam va oonam chizi nemige hatman. Mize moalem yek miz tahrire ahani bood ke faghat yektarafesh baz bood ke oonam khanom moalem mineshast oontaraf va hichki dige nemidid mano age zood miraftam toye class va oonja ghayem mishodam.

Az oonja ke bache boodam va natars , donbale naghsharo gereftam va raftam zire miz. Hamoontor ke entezar dashtam khanome shakib oomad sare class va neshast rooye sandalish poshte miz va intory ke maloom bood aslant motavajehe man nashod zire miz. Albate jaye khali ziad nabood va man bayad yekam khodamo jam mikardam ke badanesh be man nakhore va motavaje nashe. Yek chand daghighei gozasht va yek seri chiza az poshte miz be class goft va khodesham shoroo kard be khoodan ingar chon sedaye ketab varagh zadanro mishnidam. Hamintor ham hamash pahasho tekon midad az moche pa va ina hamash dasht jeloye soorate man dar fasele chand santimetrye man etefagh mioftad. Yekdafe az shanse khoobe man haminke zanoosh rooye zanooye digash bood va dasht ba pahasho tekon midad kafshesh az pash oftad . va belakhare pahaye khanome shakib ke inhame montazere didaneshon boodam be be fasele yek vajabie soorate man bood. Man az shedate hayajan va tars az gir oftadan nemidoonestam ke dige chikar konam. Bayad begam ke pahash aslant booye pa ke yejooray mesle booye panire nemidad balke booye atr geroongheimat midad bejash.

Man chon nemikhastam ke khnaom moalem befahme ke daram chikar mikonam zire miz, ziad be pahash nazdik nashodam va be book kardan kafshash rezayat dadam. Yavash kafshi ro ke rooye zamin oftade bood boland kardamo nazdike damagham avordam. Haminke booye ghati shode atr va kafsh va araghe pa be damagham khord ingar bargh gereftam ye lahze va tamoome havase 6gane am ingar motavaghef shod . bayad begam ke hamchin hesi hichvaght ghablan behem dast nadade bood ke ye boo inchenin rooye man taasir dashte bashe. Bedoone ekhtiar zaboonam biroon oomad va shoroo kardam be lisidan va cheshidane maze toye kafshash. In yek 20 daghighei tool keshid fek konam vali man ziad motavajehe gozare zaman naboodam.

Man hesabi toye alame khodam boodam va saram toye kafsh bood ke khanom shakib pahasho jabeja kard va yeki az pahash be zanoye man khord. Man zood kafsh ro paein gozashtam va shoroo be khondane ketab kardam. Engar ke mashkook bashe va bekhad bedoone chi zire mize , khanom yavashi pasho deraz kard va roone mano lams kard. Hamin baes shod ke zood az rooye sandali kham she va zire mizo niga kone. “Mehrdad?” ba taajob va khande esmamo seda kard. “chikar dari mikon zire mize man? Mage ja ghaht bood ke rafti inja ketab bekhooni?”. Man ham ke az ghabl midoonestam che bahanei biarm goftam ke na chon nemikhastam havasam part she va bejaye khoondan ba baghie harf bezanam , inbood ke oomadam zire miz ke kesi dorobaram nabashe. Hanooz dar hale khandidn, goft ke ama zire mize moalem mamoolan jaye bachehaye sheitoone va to emrooz pesare khoobi boodi va kare badi nakardi ke majboor bashi tamoome modate in zangro zire miz booye pa va kafsh toye damaghet bashe. (ba halite shookhi va khande).
Manam zood javab dadam ke na aslant intori nist va booye pahash aziatam nakardan. Albate ino be halati bikhial goftam ke yekvaght shak nakone ke man oonja boodam be khatere pahash dar haghighat. Khanom yekam fek kard va goft pas yani nemikhay biai biroon va man goftam ke na inja rahate felan. Khanome shakib ham paye bedoone kafshesho bala avord va goft: “ eshkal nadare vali age oonja khabet bebare bejaye dars khoondan, manam pahamo mizaram rooye sooratet ta inke az khab bidar beshi.” Man midoonestam ke dare shookhi mikone vali in mogheiate khoobi bood ke khodamo be khab bezanam ke oon shayad vaghean pahasho rooye sooratam bezare.

Man montazer moondam ke bebinam kay khanom niga mikone bebine ke man khabam ya na va bad az hodoode 15 daghighe didam ke sandali ro yekam aghab zad , fahmidam ke mikhad paein ro niga kone. Zoodi khodamo be chort zadan zadam ba ketabe baz jelom. Dar hali ke cheshmam kamo bish baste bood hes kardam ke pahash yekam tekoon khord va bad az chand lahze garmie pahasho ba joorabaye nylonesh rooye gooneham ehsas kardam. Ye chand sanie gozashtam ke bemoone be oon halat ghabl az inke tazahor konam be az khab paridan va inke masalan az boodane pahash rooye sooratam badam oomade va chendesham shode. Khanome shakib goft ke gharar nist ke bejaye khoondan bekhabam va bayad az zire miz dar biam va jaye dige beshinam. man inghad zire miz lezat borde boodam in modat ke hazer boodam harkari bokonam ke az oonja dar nayam. Banabar in tasmim gereftam ke yek risk bokonam , ya inke be nafam mishod va zire miz mimoondam va ya inke maloom mishod ke man oonjam be khatere pahaye khanom va in hatman baese asabaniatesh mishod vali beharhal man risko kardam va ba halite yejooray khejalat zade va tars goftam ke :” bavar konid ke man mikham ketab bekhoonam vali dishab khob nakhabidam va khaste hastam ingar, shayad pahatoon tanha chizie ke mitoone komak kone ke man bidar bemoonam”. Khanom moalem darhali ke cheshmasho be man dookhte bood ingar be fekr foroo raft va yedafe labkhand zad va goft bashe pas manam yek pishnahadi daram va be man goft ke yekam jelotar beshinam va mano tarafe khodesh keshid yekam ke be pahash nazdiktar shodam va hamsh chand santi ba pahash fase dasht sooratam. Badesh ba khande va yek halate bad jensi tooye sooratesh goft ke” hala behtar shod, intory hadeaghal booye pahaye man bidar nigahet midare. Har vaght ham ke khabet gereft ye boo az paham bekesh, khab az saret mipare” va khandido bargasht bala mashghoole khoondane ketabesh shod.

45 daghighe baghie zango man bedoone tavaghof faghat paa boo kardam. 3 dafe toye in modat hatta pasho boland kardam va zire pahasho boo kardam ke baese khandash mishod vali aslant saresho paein nayavord ke mano niga kone tamoome modat. Man ingar toye behesht boodam. Vaghti ke zang khord dige majbooran az zire miz dar oomdam va oonam bakhande azam porsid ke behem khosh gozasht oon paein va bookardane pahaye “boogandoosh”. Manam ba kamala porrooei goftam ke bale behtar az khoondane ketabe bood va khandidam. Badam behesh goftam ke khoondan mano khabalood mikone va hamishe in moshkelo dashtam. Chizi ke khanome shakib goft dar javabam mano kamelan shok kard. Ba labkhand nigam kard va dar hali ke dasht vasayelesho jam mikard ke bere khoone goft: “ eshkal nadare age mikhay hafte dige ham toye in zang zire mize man bashi, oonja ham age delet khast mitooni bekhooni ya inke bejash pahaye khaste mano massage bedi baram ke hoselat sar nare”. Man ke nemidoonestam chetor vakonesh neshon bedam labkhand zadam va yekamam khandidam vali nemidoonestam ke vaghean mano zire miz mikhast ya faghat shookhi kard. Behar hal bayad sab mikardm ta hafte dige ke befahmam chi mishe.

edame darad.....

Ghesmate 2

Bad az oon zang, tamoome fekro zekre man be hafte dige bood va inke chi pish miad va hamash khod khod amikardam ke khanome shekib jeddi boode dar morede inke mitoonam ketab bekhoonam ya pahasho massage bedam toye zange khoondan. Toye fekram hatta dashtam bala paeiin mikardam ke bebinam chetory behesh begam ke mikham pahasho bemalam be jaye ketab, tory ke nafahme ke chi toye maghzam migzare va inke cheghad pahasho doost daram.

Rooze shanbe ke hafte shooroo shod , nemidoonestam ke chetory pish bere vali khoshbakhtane mesle roozhaye ady bood va khanom hich eshareii dar morede rooze ghabl nakard va hardomon kamelan mamooli raftar kardim ke khoob bood chon man nemikhastam bachehaye dige chizi bedoonan.

Yekshanbe vaghti ke raftam sare class , ye moaleme jaygozin be jaye khanom shakib oomade bood. Khanome shakib ingar mariz bood va moalemem jaygozin goft ke be mahze inke khob beshe miad sare class va gofte ke delesh baraye bachehaye classesh kheili tang mishe. Man faghat omidvar boodam ke ta ghabl az panjshanbe khanom khob she va bargarde.

Rooze chahar shanbe khoshbakhtane khanome shakib poshte mizesh bood vaghti ke varede class shodam va behem labkhand zad va manam behesh salam kardam va raftam sare jam nishastam. Hodoode 10 daghighe bad khanome shakib class ro saket kard va ba sedaye gerefte ke maloom bood marize goft ke chon halesh aslan khob nist bejaye dars dadan ejaze mide ke ma film tamasha konim. Bar axe khanom moalemaye dige ke hamash tamrin midadan age haleshon khoob nabod ke bacheharo saket nigah daran khanome shakib ejaze dad ke tamoome rooz ro film niga konim va baraye hamin chizash bood ke hame class fek mikardane ke behtarin moaleme. 3, 4 ta filme cartoon niga kardim ta zange sevom ama zange chaharom vaghti ke bargashtim ye moaleme jaygozin dige oomade bood va goft ke khanome shakib bayad miraft khoone chon halesh badtar shode bood. Man vaghean pakar shodam va halam gerefte shod va hamsh be farad ke panjshabe bood fek mikardam va mitarsidam ke mogheiat az dastam bere va khanom sare class nayad.

Rooze panj shanbe khoshbakhtane khanom sare class bood va halesh ham kheili behtar bood va mesle roozaye ady dasht toye class invaro oonvar miraft va ba shagerdha sohbat mikard. Az daste class ham razi bood va goft ke ziad aziat nakardin bana be gofte jaygozinha. Bad az zange riazi va oloom va yekam bazi kardan belakhare zange motalee azad resid. Man mesle hafte ghabl yavashaki raftam va zire miz montazer shodam ba yek ketab toye dastam. Belakhare khanom oomadan be class va kheili bahalate mamooli sandalisho aghab jelo kard , yek negah endakht be zire miz va bedoone inke chizi bege gooshie mobilesho az jibesh dar avord va shoroo kard bahash var raftan. Man ham bisabrane montazer boodam ke bebinam chi mishe bade in. hodoode chand daghighe bad hyekam sandalisho aghab keshid va dar hali ke hanooz dasht be gooshish niga mikard va havasesh be oonja bood porsid:” khob Mehrdad, chi gharare bashe emrooz, pa malidan ya ketab khoondan?” man hanooz room nemishod ke begam ke pa massage dadan va az tarafe dige ham nemikhastam khoondano entekhab konam ke forsat az dast bere, in bood ke az dahanam parid :” nemidoonam rastesh”. Khanome shakib khanidid: “ entekhabat yek az yek badtare, na?” man javab nadadam va oon edame dad ke “ rastesh man omidvar boodam ke emrooz massage dadane pahaye mano entekhab koni, chon man hanooz sarmakhordegi toye badaname va sare pa boodan az sob hesabi khastam karde va yek foot massage khoob kheili komak mikone, albate sarzaneshet nemikonam age khoondano entekhab koni chon midoonam ke paham hatman boo mide chon az sobh in kafsh pashne bolanda pam boode va paham tooshon aragh karde va fek nakonam bekhay nazdikeshon bashi alan, vali vaghean ke ali mishe age yek massage hesabi begiram” . baraye man dige alan behtarin mogheiat bood chon khodesh pishnahad karde bood ke pahasho bemalam bejaye khoondan va age migoftam are va ghabool mikardam ziad ajib gharib be nazar nemioomad. Man ghabol kardam ke pahasho massage bedam (albate toye delam dashtam az khoshhali par par mizadam vali neshon nadadam) va oonam yek labkhande ba naz behem zad va goft ke alie va inke tamoome zango be massage pahash begzaroonam. Badesham sandalisho dobare yekam jelo avord va saresho bord balaye miz va mashghoole karesh shod.

Man hesabi tahrik shode boodam va az shedate hayajan nemidoonestam chikar konam vali chizi ke bishtar az hame mano tahrik kard va baram ajib bood inbood ke khanom moalem kafshasho dar nayavord va fek konam entezar dasht ke man kafshasho az pahash dar biaram chon ke man mikhastam pahasho bemalam. In yek halate kheili khoobi dad behem ke man hes kardam ke ingar ke khedmatkar va nokaresham va kheili baram lezzat bakhsh bood. Alave bar doost dashtane pa man hamishe doost dashtam ke dokhtara tahghiram konan va in ta oon zamon bishtarin tahghir bood ke tajrobe karde boodam. Tabghe mamool khanom oonrooz ham kafshe pashne boland va joorabe nazoke meshki pooshide bood. Man yeki yeki va kheili aroom va ba deghat kafshasho az pahash dar avordam.

Bad az daravordna kafshash yeki yeki pahasho toye dast gereftam va shoroo kardam be khamo rast kardane angoshaye pahash. Joorabesh hesabi garm bood va mitoonestam khis boodaneshon ro ehsas konam rooye dastham. Albate hich booye badi be damagham nakhord vali maloom bood ke pahash aragh karde boodand toye kafsh. Az poshte joorabe nazok didam ke barkhalafe oonrooz ke khanom pahash lak nadasht emrooz yek lake ghermeze kheili por rang be nakhonash zade bood ke ziabaeie pahasho chand barabar karde bood. Man nemitoonestam cheshmamo az pahash bardaram va hesabi matam borde bood ke taghriabn faramoosh kardam ke gharare pa massage bedam. Ingar khanom motavaje shod va inke entezare massage dasht banabarin panje pahasho yek bala paein kard ke mano yade karam bendaze va yekamam pahasho be jelo feshar dad ke be sine man khord va manam say kardam ke be posht bekhabam ta oonjay ke ja bood va paye rastesh rooye ghesmate bala sine man gharar gereftan. Man shoroo kardam be malidane kafe pahash va say kardam ke ta oonjay ke mitoonam kare dorost anjam bedam ke khanom razi bashe. Dar hali ke tamoome modat cheshamam be kafe pash dookhte shode bood va say mikardam hame joziaaate kafe pasho ta oonjay ke mitoonestam be khater besparam ke badan betoonam az mojasam kardaneshon lezzat bebaram. Hodoode dah daghighei gozasht va man az pashne be ghose kafe pa va panje va angoshtash reside boodam. Faghat khoda midoonest cheghad delam mikhad saramo toye oon kafe pa foroo konam va ba tamame vojoodam boo bekesham va parastesheshon konam ama hanooz kheili zood bood va joratesho nadashtam.

Toye hamin fekrha boodam ke yedafe khanom pahaye ghashangesho az to dastam biroon keshid. Man ja khordam va khoda khoda kardam ke nage base dige va tamom she. Khanom sandalisho aghab keshid yekam va sarsho paein avord va dar hali ke az bala be man niga mikard goft, “ pesare khob, yadet nare ke man ye paye dige ham daram ke bayad malide beshe ha”, va yek cheshmak behem zad va manam ba khejalat goftam chashm khanom. Dar hali ke oon yeki pasho rooye sinam gozasht ke massage bedam sandalisho jelo keshid va bargasht sare karesh. Man havasam bood ke dige ye pasho bishtar az oon yeki massage nadam chon fahmidam ke intory khoshesh nemiad.man inkaro yek saati edame dadam az paye chap be rast va bar ax va har chand yekbar sedaye mmm va aaah keshidane khanomo mishnidam ke behem neshon midad va man tashvigh mishodam ke massage behtari bedam . ba inke dastam yekam khaste shode bood vali ingahd dashtam lezat mibordam ke nemikhastam in zang tamoom she.

Dar hamin zaman bood ke behtarin chizi ke momken bood etefagh oftad. Dar hali ke dashtam pahaye rastesho massage midadam va paye rastesh rooye balaye sinam bood nazdike sooratam, yedafe hanom paye chapesh ro bala avord va endakht rooye paye rastesh tory ke moche paye chap rooye moche paye rast bood va in baes shod ke kafe paye chap ghashang beshine rooye soorate man. Vaghti ke pahasho massage midadam ziad motavaje booye pa nashodam va bishtar booye garmie kafsho hes kardam am alan ke pahash roye sooratam bood fahmidam ke bikhodi nemigoft ke pahash aragh mikone va boo migire tooye in kafsha. Albate baraye man booshoon aslan bad nabood balke az har atri behtar bood booshoon. Va dar haghighat pahash booye bad nemidad , boye kheili tahrik avar araghe zanoone behamrahe atre zanoone miadad tooye joorabe nazok. ba inke senam kam bood dafe avalam nabood ke booye pa be damagham khorde bood ama hichkodoom az zanhaye ghabli hamchin booye delneshini nemidad pahashon.Man ingar asheghe booye pahash shodam dar hamon lahze aval va tamoome havas 6 gane am por shod az booye binahayat khoobe pahash. Arezo kardam ke pahasho hamoonja nigah dare rooye sooratam. Hazer naboodam dar oon lahze pahasho ba hichi avaz konam toye donia. Ba inke moghiatam ziad rahat nabood va be gardanam feshar mioomad ama aslan baram mohem nabood.

Bad az hodoode yek daghighe shenidam ke khanom dare yavashi mikhande. Motmaen boodam ke dasht be in mikhandid ke midoonest pahash rooye soorate mane va man hich kari nakardam ke moghavemat konam va pasho kenar bezanm. Ye chand daghigheye dige ham hamintory gozasht bedone inke hichkodoom jabeja beshim va pa ro tekon bedim. Ba vojood inke man dashtam vaghean lezat mibordam, ama az taraf dige toye in fekr boodam ke kam kam bayad paye digaro massage bedam va baraye inkar bayad paro az rooye sooratam bar midashtam. Nemidoonestam ke bezaram bashe va ya inke oon yeki paro begiram bezaram rooye soratam.delam nemikhast ke khanom moalem dobare behem bege ke yadet nare ke oon yeki ro ham massage bedi va fek kone ke tanbali mikonam. Az jaeei ke vaghean nemikhastam ke sooratam az pahash joda beshe , tasmim gereftam ke bazam risk konam indafe. Ba inke momken bood ke khanom fek kone divooneam vali tasmim gerfetam ke del ro be darya bezanm va jaye pahasho ba ham avaz konam. Paye chapesho az rooye sooratam bardashtam va ba daste rast nigah dashtam bad ba dast chap paye rastesh ro bala avordam va movazie sooratam nigah dashtam va dar hali ke be kafeshon niga mikardam yavashi gozashtam beshine rooye saratam tori ke zire angoshtash dorost rooye damagham bashe va shoroo kardam be massage dadane oon yeki pa. Dobare sedaye khande kheili aroome khanom moalemo shenidam vali pahash az rooye sooratam harekat nakard. Braye ye pesar bache hamsene man in etefagha yekam ziadi door az entezar bood va hesabi zarabane ghalbe mano bala borde bood. Nemidoonestam ke bayad edame bedam ya inke pasho az rooye sooratat bardaram ghabl az inke ziade az had kari bokonam. Khoshbakhtane ehtiaj nabook ke kari bokonam dar oon lahze chon kahnom moalem yekdafe pasho boland kard, kafshasho pooshid va az poshte miz boland shod va be class goft ke zange khoondan tamoome va emrooz mitoonin yekam zoodtar khoone berin. Man hanooz khejalat zade boodam az inke oon yeki pasho bardashtam va rooye sooratam gozashtam va nemidoonestam ke chetory be sooratesh niga konam dar natije zire miz moondam va dar nayoomadam . darzemn nemikhastam ke jalbe tavajohe baghie class ro bokonam.

Bad az inke hame class raftan khanom bargasht sare mizesh va dola shod va azam porsid be shookhi ke mikham khoone beram ya inke shabam hamoonja toye madrase bekhabam.
Manke hesabi delhore dashtam , javabi az dahanam dar nayoomad. Hamash mitarsidam ke nakone be kasi bege ke man az boo kardane pahash khosham miad. Ama bad az inke labkhand behem zad va azam tashkor kard bekhatere massage va goft ke behtarin massage paei boode ke tahala tajrobe karde boode, man tarsam rikht yekam. Porsidam ke vaghean behtarin massage bode va oonam goft ke are age shoharesh be khoobie man pahasho massage midad khoshbakht tarin zane donia bood va khandid. Man ba eshtiagh porsidam ke shoharesh mage massage mide pahasho va khanom moalem goft ke bale har chand vaght yekbar vali doost nadare va mige ke pa kasife va boo mide, hehe. Badesh mostaghim toye cheshaye man niga kard va goft: mehrdad ama ingar bar axe shohare man to ziad az boye pa badet nemiad ha?” soorate man az khejalat gol andakht. Khanom fahmid ke man khejalat keshidam va goft : “ eib nadare mehrdad jan. benazare man kheili ham ba namak bood ke to doost dari pahaye mano massage bedi va boo koni. Man ke badam nayoomad aslan.” Man ke dige nemitoonestam enkar konam behesh goftam ke malidan va boo kardane pahash kheili khob bod. Khanome shakib ba dar hali ke dasht amade tarke class mishod porsid ke man az paye khanoma khosham miad kolan va manam ke alan dige khialam rahat bood va tarsam rikhte bood behesh goftam ke bale pahaye aksare khanoma baram kheili ghashang va jazab hastand. Khanom porsid ke nazare man darbare pahash chie va manam behesh goftam ke benazarm ghashangtarin pahaye donia ro dare va taze ( ba khande) booshoon ham kheili khoobe ke khandash gereft yekam. Bad ham behesh goftam ke lake ghermezi ke zade boodan kheili ghashang bood emrooz. Ta ino goftam , ingar ke yedafe nazaresh jalb shode bashe, vaisad va negam kard va ye dast be saram keshid va goft “ akhey, che ba namak, maloome kheili be pahaye man alaghe dari ke hatta range lakamam barat jalebe” va bad az chand lahze dobare behem roo kard va porsid: “ delet mikhad bazam pahaye mano massage bedi harvaght vaght shod mesle emrooz?” man ke bavaram nemishod az khoshhali sooratam roshan shod va goftam ke ba kamala mail hazeram va az khodame. “ bashe pas saathaye motalee azad va hamintor gahi vaghta ke man toye class mimoonam va emtehana ro nomre midam ya darsaye fardaro amade mikonam, khoob hastesh, chon man bekaram miresam va to ham be karet, doroste?” manam goftam ke alie vali age ezafi toye madrase bemoonam maman babam negaran mishan, be oona chi begam. Yekam fek kard va goft: “ narahat nabash man tartibe oono midam, beheshon zang mizanam va migam ke to dari be man komak mikony toye karaye madrase, oona motmaenam az khodashone ke bebinan moalemet khoshesh azat miad va havato dare. Taze badesham chon khonaton nazdike khodam ba mashin miresoonamet. Chetore?” manam goftam ke kheili khoobe vali delam nemikhad ke hamclassham bedoonan va toro khoda be kasi nagam. Oonam kahnidido goft ke na narahat nabash be kasi nemigam chon midoonam ke hasoodishon mishe (be shookhi). Man ke dashtam az khoshi divoone mishodam khodahafezi kardam va khanomam goft ke zood beram ke mamanam delesh shoor nazane va inke farad bazam sohbat mikonim.

Ingar dashtam rooye hava rah miraftam vaghti ke az class kharj shodam va pishe khdoam dar bare ayande fek mikardam va inke che khosh shans boodam.

Edame darad.....

Ghesmate 3

Man yadam nemiad hichvaght toye omram inghad be madrase raftan alaghe neshon dade basham, harchi bashe gharar bood ke bad az class ba pahaye khaom moalemam bazi konam. Varede class ke shodam khanome shakib poshte mizesh neshaste bood va manam raftam sare jam neshastam bedoone inke aslan nigmoon be ham biofte vali man tooye fekram hamash montazer boodam ke khanom boland shan va man bebinam ke emrooz chetor kafsh va joorabi pooshidan. Bad az chand daghighe ke khanom boland shod didam ke dige behtar az in nemishe. Khanom moalem hamoon kafshaye pashne boland pashon bood vali emrooz joorab pash nabood. In dafe aval bood ke khanomo bedoone jorab mididam.

Classha kheili khaste konande va aroom separi shodan oonrooz va manam ke tanha fekro zekram pishe pa bood ke gozashtane zamano sakht tar mikard. Belakhare zange akharam khord va baghe bacheha hame raftan khoone. Man sare mizam neshaste boodam va khanom bada az inke dare class ro bast bargasht va sare mizesh neshast va shoroo kard be yad dasht kardan. Bad az modati saresho boland kard va labkhand zado porsid ke khob mehrdad, hazeri? Manam bedoone inke harf bezanam saramo be alamate bale tekon dadam va boland shodamo yavash yavash betarafe mizesh harekat kardam. Khanom moalem sandalisho charkhond va baraye man rah baz kard ke beram zire miz. Manam zanoo zadam jeloye miz va dar hali ke be kafshash va saghe pahaye berahnash niga mikardam raftam gooshe dakhele miz khodamo ja dadam. Khanom sandalisho bargashtoond jeloye miz va bar khalafe rooze ghabl ke zood be karesh mashghol shode bood, emrooz dar hali ke dasht niga mikard pasho bala avord ke man kafshesho az pahash dar biaram. Haminke kafshashonoo daravordam na tanha booye khoobe pahash va charme kafshesh be damagham khord balke baraye avalin bar cheshmam be pahaye lokhtesh oftad. Pahashon binahayat ziba boodan va sefid rang va lake nakhonashon ghermez. Pahash kheili narm va saf boodan va hich pooste sefto khoshki nadasht hatta pashnashon ham narm bood. Dar hali ke man dashtam kafsho dar miavordam, khanom goft ke “ dige bebakhshid age paham boo mide, man emrooz joorab napooshidam chon fek kardam ke shayad to az massage pahaye berehne bishtar khoshet biad. Manam goftam : “ aslan mohem nist, man kheili delam mikhast ke pahaye bedoone jorabeton ro bebinam va massage bedam vali room nemishod ke begam va dar zemn pahaton aslan booye bad nemide, kheili ham booshon khoobe, bavar nemikonid pas niga konin” pasho boland kardam va jeloye sooratam gerefam va yek nafase amigh keshidam. Khanom khandid va goft ke “ bashe pesar joon. Age to az booshon khoshet miad man harfi nadaram . pas shoroo kon be karet ke manam bayad in bargeharo nomre bedam.” Mesle rooze ghabl man pasho boland kardam va mesle rooze ghabl rooye sinam va mashghoole massage shodam va dorost eine rooze ghabl khanom oon yeki kafe pa ro gozasht dorost rooye sooratam tamoome vazne pasho rooye sooratam endkhat. Man ingar toye behesht boodam dige.

Bar khalafe dirooz ke pahaye khanom rooye sooratam saken va bedone harekat bood, emrooz tamoome modat khanome shakib kafe pahaye lokhtesho rooey sooratam az in var be oonvar mimalid. Ba damagham bazi mikard va laye angoshtash migereftesh ya jahaye mokhtalefe pasho rooye cheshm va labam feshar midad. Manam dige nemitoonestam tahamol konam ke pahasho lis nazanam va mazashono nachesham. Ba inke jorat nemikardam hanooz ama nakhodagha ye bar ke panje pahash roye labam bod zaboonamo biroon avordam va malidam behesh. Zoodi pahasho az rooye sooratam bardasht ‘ “ oon chi bood? Pahamo lis zadi?” khanom porsid va manam ke tarside boodam zood goftam ke na labam khoshk shode bood dashtam labamo milisidam ke paton khord. Oonam goft “aha, khob” va pasho dobare gozasht roye sooratam va bargasht sare karesh. Man dige jorat nakardam pahasho belisam va saramo be massage dadan garm kardam.

Hodoode yeksaati gozashte bood va man negaran boodam ke nakone karesh tamoom she va man emrooz forsate estefade az zaboonamo peida nakonam. Be onvane akharin rahe hal hamijoory goftam ke “khanom , kafshaton kheili vaghte ke ingar tamiz nashode. Yek tamiz kardane hesabi mikhad ingar” . javab dadan ke “ are motaasefane man ziad vaght nadaram ke betoonam sarfe tamiz kardane kafsh konam, beheshon nemiresam ziad.” Manam zood paridam toye harfesho goftam “mikhay baraton tamizesh konam?” . nigam kard va goft “ na nemikhad . ziad mohem nist, khodeto aziat nakon” man ham goftam ke na eshkal nadare aslan va aziat nemisham. Khanom ghabol kard va goft ke boro dastmal biar az toye dastshooi va tamizeshon kon. Manam raftamo dastmal kaghazi avordam va bargashtam zire miz albate hich ghasd nadashtam ke az oon dastmala estefade konam. Mikhastam ke kafshasho belisam kheili ziad hala ke jorate lisidane pa ra nadashtam. Ama nemikhastam bedoone ke man mikham ba zaboonam tamizeshon konam, motmaen boodam ke ja mikhore va nemizare. Kholase bargashtam zire mizo dar hali ke khanom mashghole kar bood man har do kafshasho inghad lis zadam to va biroonesho ke bargh oftadan vaghti behesh neshon dadam bavaresh nemishod ke ingahd kafsash tamiz shodan va goft ke az rooze aval behtaran va tashakor kard azam.

Bezoodi dige kare khanom tamoom shod va be man goft ke vaghte raftane manam az zire miz daroomadam va dar hali ke saram gij bood hanooz az shedate lezzat az khanom tashakor kardam va amade raftan boodam ke khanom ba halate nesfe shookhi nesfe jedi azam porsid “ koja miri be in ajale? Mage nemikhay kafshamo ke dar avordi pam koni?” manam kheili zood mazarat khastam va zanoo zadam va kafshaho pash kardam va goftam ke bebakhshid khanom . oonam ba khande goft ke eib nadare indafaro mibakhshamet.

Toye mashin khanom moalem yekam baham dar bare football va varzesh harf zadim va vaghti ke be khoone residim khanom dobare azam tashakor kard babate massage pahash va baraye tamiz kardane kafshash va manam azesh tashakor kardam baraye inke pahaye berahnasho behem dade bood ke baese khandash shod. Dorost ghabl az inke rah biofte az shishe mashin saresho avor biroon va yavash behem goft: “ midooni, man kafshaye dige ham daram ke yek tamiz kardane hesabi ehtiaj daran ha, age mikhay?” manam goftam ke “bale hatman mikham”. Va betarafe khone rah oftadam.

Edame darad……

Ghesmate 4

Rooze baadye madrase man entezar dashtam ke khanome shakib chand ta az kafashasho biare ke man tamiz konam bad az class, baraye hamin bad az class raftam sare mizesh ke bebinam mikhad ke emrooz mikhad ke man khedmati behesh bokonam ya pahasho bemalam. Khanom hamon kafshhaye jalase ghabl ro pooshide boodan. Azeshon porsidam ke aya kafshi avordan emrooz ke barashon tamiz konam. Khanom nigam kard va khandido goft “ na mehrdad jan, man kheili kafsh daram ke nemishe hamaro biaram madrase baraye to ke, to bayad biay khoone man va tamizeshon koni. Oontory rahat tare.” Man kheili hayajan zade shodam az shenidane harfesh va porsidam ke che moghe gharare ke man khonash beram va khanom ham goft ke nemidoone hanoz va ye fekri darbarash mikone va behem mige bezoodi. Dar zemn goft ke ye khabare bad ham baram dare emrooz ke chon ba yek arayeshgah gharar dare emrooz bayad bere oonja bad az madrase va emrooz nemitoonam ke pahasho bemalam vali behem ghol dad ke farad bezare pahasho massage bedam. Man yezare halam gerefte shod vali khob bazam khob bod ke farad gharar bood bazam zire pahaye khanom basham.

Rooze bad varede class ke shodam raftam mostaghim sare mize khanom va salam kardam. Oonam salamamo javab dad va halamo porsid. Badam man goftam ke range moohashon kheili ghashang shode bad az raftane be arayeshgah ke azam tashakor kard. Vagheanam hesabi khoshgel shode boodan ba moohashon ke az ghabl roshan tar rang shode boodan va hamintor abroohashon. Emrooz kahnom shalvare jeans abie nafti pooshide boodan ba yek kafshe jelo baz ke yekam pashne dasht va lake ghermez rang ham dasht pahashon.

Bad az class vaghte massage ke shod va hame az class raftan. Khanom behem goft ke dare class ro bebandam va biam sare mizesh. Manam inkaro kardam va raftam sar mizesh . behem goft ke: “ emrooz kheili khaste hastam va tanha chizi ke komakam kard inbood ke midoonestam bad az class shagerde khoobam pahamo massage mide”, bad ham sandalisho kenar zad va behem alamat dada ba saresh ke beram zire miz va be pahash beresam. Manam tebghe mamool be zire miz raftam va kafshaye khoshgeleshono az pahashon daravordam va az booye divoone konandashon hesabi naashe shodam. Badesham raftam sare jam gooshe miz shoroo be massage pahash kardam dar hali ke khanom ye pasho rooye sooratam gozasht ke boo bekesham. Hodoode nimsaati gozasht dar sokoote kamel albate man ke kamelan dar boo va garmie kafe pahaye khanom gom shode boodam va hese chandani az zaman nadashtam. Vaghti ke nobate avaz kardane paye chapo rastesh resid ma baraye inke sokooto beshkanam porsiam ke : “ khanom , fekre inke chi be mamanam begin ke bezare man biam khoonaton ro kardin?” khanom az balaye miz be man ke sooratam taghriban zire pash dafn shode bood kard va bedoone inke pasho tekon bede ar rooye man javab dad ke “ na hanooz. Vali narahate oon nabash to, felan faghat havaset be massage pahaye man bashe. Badan ye fekri be hale oon mikonim”. Manam mashghoole karam shodam dobare.

Chand daghighe bad, sedaye mokaleme az balaye miz shenidam va fahmidam ke yeki dare ba khnom moalem harf mizane va yechizi rooye miz gozashte shod. Man hesabi tarisde boodam ke nakone maloom beshe ke man zire mizam va abroom bere vali ingar khanom moalem eine khialesh nabood chon tamoome modat ke dasht harf mizad ba taraf , be maloondane pahash rooye soorat man edame dad. Bad az inke khodahafezi kardan va sedaye baste shodane dar ro shenidam va motmaen shodam ke oon taraf az class kharej shode az khanom moalem porsidam ke jaryan chie va chi barash avordan. Khanom goft ke ina natijehaye emtehanat 3 mahe avale va bayad ina ro be khanevadeh daneshamooza bedim . badesh yekdafe ba shogh goft ke ghararesh ba khanevade man rooze panjshanbe hast va in aalie. Man porsidam ke chetor mage va khanom javab dad ke: “ rastesh ehtemalan rooze jome, man 3 ta danesh amooze bartare class ro mikham bebaram be yek sfare tafrihi be baghe vahsh va jahaye dige baraye yek rooz va ino be mamanet goftam va mamanetam az khodash bood ke shabo pishe man bemooni chon mesle inke be yek aroosi davat hastan oon shab va mikhast ke khialesh rahat bashe ke to tanha khoone nabashi.” Manam ke kheili hayajan zade shode boodam goftam bale gharare beran aroosi va man azkhodame ke nararm va bejash zire pahaye shoma vaghtamo begzaroonam. Khanom goft ke “ motmaenam himntore” va khandid.

Ye modat ke gozasht saatesho niga kard va eshare kard ke dir shode va kafshasho pash konam ke vaghte raftane. Manam kafshaho pash kardam va khanom moalem istad ke vasaelesho bezare tooye kifesh. Man ke chahar dastopa rooye zamin jelooye kafshash boodam , nakhodagah sooratamo jelo avordam va rooye pahasho ke az kafshe pashne boland biroon bood boosidam. Montazer shodam bebinam aksolamalesh chie. Khanom biharekat istad aval va badesh saresho zire miz avordo goft : “ pahamo mach kardi?” manam ke yekam hol shode boodam goftam : “ bebakhshid khanom daste khodam nabood , kheili khoshgelan pahaton akhe. Torokhoda asabani nashin. Man kheili pahatoono doost daram.” Khanom ba labkhand goft “ na asabani nistam. Rastesh man khosham miad ke to pahamo doost dari inghadr. Fagaht ino nemidoonestam ke to inghad delet mikhad pahamo beboosi” man dar javab goftam ke “ kheili delam mikhast khanom. Kash mishod tamoome rooz mitoonestam booseshon konam” va oonam javab dad ke “ narahat nabash chon in panjshanbe , jome koli vaght dari ke beboosishon. Bezar bebinim rast migi ya na. Hala jam kon ke dare dir mishe bayad berim khoone. Age hamechi khob pish bere tamoome panjshanbe shabo be boosidane pahaye man migzarooni” va khandid .

Ghesmate 5

Rooze panjshanbe man khoone montazer boodam ta madaram az molaghat ba khanom moalem bargasht va dar hali ke kheili khoshhal bood ke man jozve 3 ta shagerde bartare class boodam behem goft ke gharare ke akhare haftaro pishe khanome shakib bemoonam. Manam hesabi khoshhal boodam ke naghshe gereft vali khob ziad berooye khodam nayavordam albate. Raftam too otagham va yekam lebasaye ke ehtiaj dashtamo jam kardam toye chamedoon va madaram mano resoond be khone khanome moalem. Vaghti ke residam be khoone khanom, hanooz lebase madras ash tanesh bood, yek lebase meshki ta rooye zanoo ba joorab meshki zanoone ziresh va kafsh pash nabood. Khanom moalem dame dar be man goft ke beram tooye khonne va tv niga konam va khodesh shoroo kard ba madaram harf zadan. Bad az ye modati ke ingar yek omr bood, khanome shakib belakhare dar ro bast va oomad too pishe man. Dar hali ke labkhand rooye labash bood goft ke “khob to emshabo , ehtemalan fardashab male mani, kheili alie na?” man porsidam ke cheor farad shab ham inja hastam. Khanom goft ke ba amdaram sohbat karde va age farda dir bargardim khoone hamin ja mitooni bemooni. Man ke dige nemidoonestam chi begam az shedate hayajan porsidam : “ pas shoharetoon chi”. Khanom goft ke narahat nabash oon rafte shahrestan baraye kar va ta 3, 4 rooze dige barnemigarde. Man khoshhal shodam az shenidane in va porsidam:” khob hala chikar bayad bokonam”. Khanom goft ke mikhad ke man donbalesh beram toye otagh khabesh ke tabaghe bala bood. Darhali ke donbalesh peleharo bala miraftam goft:” omidvaram ke khaste nabashi chon yek shabe kheili toolani khahi dasht emshab.” Varede otagh ke shodim khanom raft labe takht neshast va be man eshare kard ke beram jelosh va zanoo bezanam ke man zood inkaro kardam. Badesh roo be man kard va goft “ age eshtebah nakonam ghol dadi ke tamoome shab ro be boosidane pahaye man begzarooni na?” ke man javab dadam bale. Khanom ham pasho endakht rooye pa tori ke paye rastesh jeloy soorate man bood va dar hali ke dasht be man ke jelooye pahash zanoo zade boodam ba ghoroor niga mikard ba sedaye aheste dastoor dad ke “ pas shoroo kon dige” . man ham pasho ba dota dastam bala avordam va shoroo kardam be gharghe boose kardaneshon. Bala , paein , roosh , ziresh , angoshtash , nakhonash , pahsne bash hame jasho inghad boosidam ke motmaen basham ke hich noghtei az pahaye ghashangeshon az ghalam nayoftade bashe. Booye atre pahash ke ba booye kafshash ke az sobh pash boode ghati bood va ta maghze saram nofooz karde bood, ke ingar ke kamelan ekhtiaram ro az dast dade boodam va falaj shode boodam va tanha labam bood ke kar mikardan. Hichvaght fek nemikardam ke booye pahash inghadr rooye man taasir dashte bashe. Bad az inke motamen shodam paye rastesh kamelan booside shode bood paye chap ro be dastam dad va man ham dorost mesle oonyeki pa shoroo kardam be mach kardan. Pahash kamelan mano tahte control dashtan va binahayat az shahvat mano gerefte bood ke dige vaghean moshkel shode bood ke neshon nadam ke az lahaze jensi tahrik shod boodam. Midoonestam ke vaghean hazer boodam ke tamoome shab faghat pahaye khanomo beboosam.

Yekdafe khanom pasho az dastam dar avord va istad va dar hali ke dasht joorabaye nylon ro az pash dar miavord goft ke “ delet nemikhad ke pahaye lokhtamo beboosi?” man ke aslan dar hali naboodam ke betoonam javab bedam paye lokhtesho dar dast gerftam va be labam avordam va dobare shoroo kardam be boosidan va parasidaneshon. Khanom ke eshtiaghe mano did ba khande goft ke “ intori ke maloome javabet bale hast va kheili montazere pahaye berehne boodi.” Bad az ye modate dige khanom dastoor dad ke “ shoroo kon be mekidan va lisidane anghostaye paham” man ke hich eradei az khodam nadashtam dige zood dastoor ro ejra kardam va angoshte shaste pasho toye dahan gozashtam va shoroo kardam be lisidan va mekidanesh. Bavaram nemishod ke cheghadr khoshmaze bood. Man dashtam pishe khodam fek mikardam ke emshab chie man hazeram tamoome zendegim ro intory zire in paha begzaroonam. Chand sanie bad bood ke dige natoonestam tahamol konam va dar nahayate lezaat , erza shodam va khodam ro khis kardam. Kheili lezzat bakhsh bood vali az tarafe dige kheili hese sharmandegi mikardam va nemikhastam ke khanom befahme. Vali maloom bood ke khanom dide chon pasho az dastam keshid va goft “ oh oh, ingar ke kharabkari kardi . bayad beri lebaseto avaz koni.” Vaghti ke man boland shodam goft ke sab kon. Age bazam kharabkari koni toye shorthaye digat mamanet momkene befahme vaghti mikhad beshoorashoon. Ya inke bayad beshoorishon khodet inja va ya inke yeki az shortaye mano bardar bepoosh ke age kasif shod laaghal mamanet nafahme.” Manam ke aslan nemikhastam vaghtamo sarfe lebas shostan konam oonja goftam bashe va yeki az shortasho ke golaye ghermez dasht az tooye kesho ke neshoonam dad daravordam va bordam be toilet. Dar hale raftan ke boodam khanom ba sedaye boland goft ke shalvaramo pa nakonam chon mikhast ke bebine shorte chejoore be paham. Goft ke kheili banamk khahad bood hatman. Vaghti ke bargashtam, saram az khejalat paein bood va hesabi sorkh shode boodam ba in shorte golgoli ke pam bood ama khanom koli khoshesh oomad va khandid behem va goft “ adat kon beheshon chon tamoome modat bayad shorte golgoli bepooshi vaghti injaeii. Hala bargard sare karet. Hanooz kafe paham moonde ke liside va tamiz she” manam bedoone inke chizi begam raftam dobare zanoo zadam va zabanamo biroon avordam va shroo kardam be lisidane kafe narmo khoshmaze pahash ke jeloye sooratam gharar dashtan. Bad khanom azam khast ke bekhabam be posht zire pahash va paye chapesh ro gozasht rooye sooratam ke be lisidan edame bedam. Daz zemn behem goft ke “ havaset bashe ke kharabkari nakoni , man nemikham shortam kasif she ha, vay behalet age bebinam kasifeshoon kardi” man ke nemidoonestam ke khanom jeddi migan ya shookhi say kardam ke nazaram dige abam biad. Ta yek chand daghighe khob bood ama haminke khanom pashne pasho foroo kard toye dahanam va goft ke ba dandoon yavash yavash bemalameshoon , hame chiz dobare az controlam kharej shod va dobare tahrik shodam. Khanom ke dasht hamechiro az bala midid shoroo kard be sarzanesh kardanam va yadavari karde ke havasam bashe ke kharabkari nakonam vagarna tanbih misham.

Man hesabi dashtam taghala mikardam ke khodamo nigah daram ke yedafe khanom kafe paye rasesh ro yavash gozasht zire shekamam va be oonjam feshar avord ke karo baram sakht tar kone va aziat sham. In dige vaziat ro badtar kard . dige dashtam mimordam va khanom ham ke midid man cheghadr nazdik be erza shodanam hamash migoft ke “ na goftam ke hagh nadari ke kasif kari koni. Fahmidi ya na” ziad tool nakeshid ke dige natoonestam nigaresh daram va monfajer shodam va tamoome short dobare khis shod. Vaghti be khodam oomadam va niga kardam nemidoonestam ke chi entezar dashte basham ama khoshbakhtane khanom yek labkhande koochik rooye sooratesh bood va behem goft “ harf goosh nadadi ingar.eib nadare farda khedmatet miresam va behet yad midam ke chetory pesare harf goosh koni bashi” man ke az inke natooneste boodam razi konam khanom ro va farmanesho ejra konam yekam narahat boodam va goftam ke “ maazarat mikham khanom. Asabani hastin az dastam?” khanom labkhand zad va goft ke “ na asabani nistam. Vali mibinam ke ehtiaj be yekam tarbiat shodan dari ke farda sobh roosh kar mikonim. Hala boro khodeto beshor ta ghaza bokhorim”.

Dar toole sham etefaghe khasi nayoftad va man omidvar boodam ke khanom moalem bezare zire miz jeloye pahash ghaza bokhoram vali ingar khabari nabood va bade sham ham neshastim yekam tv niga kardim rooye mobl. Khanom pahasho gozasht rooye zanoom va deraz keshid va manam ke neshaste boodam tamoome modat ke barname mididim pahasho massage dadam. Fagaht yeki dobar dar toole tablighat, khanom pashne yek paro gozasht rooye angoshtaye paye dige ke baes shod kafe pahash jeloye sooratam bashe va dar hali ke behem labkhand mizad shoroo kard be tekoon dadane pahash va kham kardane panje pahash va angoshtash jeloye sooratam be alamate inke beboosameshon ke manam ba kamala meil inkaro kardam.

Ghabl az khab ham khanom raft ke doosh begire va baraye inke bikar nabasham behem ye kafshesho dad ke tamiz konam. Moghe khab man betore ofoghi rooye takht nazidke pahash deraz shodam va khanom behem goft ke ta oonjaye ke mitoonam bidar bemoonam va pahasho massage bedam dar hali ke khodesh shoroo kard be ketab khoondan yekam va khabesh borod hodoodaye saate 11. man ta saate 1 bidar boodam va mashghoole massage va booside pahash. Albate chon hamoom rafte bood pahash booye saboon midad ke yekam hal giri bood. Hamintor ke mashghoole pahash boodam hamash be farda fek mikardam ke khanom che naghshei baram dare va chetory mikhad tarbiatam kone. Nakone ke nazare pahasho dast bezanam va bokhoram dige be onvane tanbih. Man hazer boodam har kari konam ke eftekhare boodane zire pahashono dashte basham. Toye hamin fekra boodam ke paye takht nazdike pahaye khanom khabam bord.

Ghesmate 6

Sobh vaghti az khab bidar shodam , yekam gij boodam hanooz va nemidoonestam koja hastam. Ye modat tool keshid ta inke bekhodam oomadam va yadam oomad ke khoone khanome shakib hastam va dishab paiine pahash khabidam va hamintor yadam oomad ke emrooz gharare tanbih sham va dobare delhore be soragham oomad.

Vaghti bidar shodam hodoodaye saate 8 sobh bood va khanom toye takht nabood va hameja saket bood. Man boland shodam va zood sooratamo shostam va lebasamo avaz kardam va raftam tabaghe paein. Peleha ke tamoom shod didam ke mize sobhane toye
Ashpazkhoone hazere vali khanom ro nadidam. Motavajehe sedaye kaghaz va neveshtan shodam ke az toye hall mioomad. Raftam va didam ke khanom roye mobl nishaste va dare yekseri kaghazo mikhoone va yaddasht mikone yekchizay. Khanom shalvare jeans pash bood ba yek tshirte sefid va pahash lokht bood ba nakhonaye lak zade ghermez mesle ghablan. Kheili aheste ke aremeshesho be ham nazanam goftam sobh bekheir. Khanom zire cheshmi nigam kard va bedone inke ziad tavajoh neshon bede goft ke sobhane rooye miz hazere age gorsname meitoonam beram va bokhoram va dobare shoroo kard be neveshtan. Man ham ba tars goftam chashm khanom va raftam tarafe ashpazkhoone. Hala dige tars va delhore am bishtar shode bood. Hichvaght khanom inghad jeddi naboodan . kheili mitarsidam ke nakone tanbihe sakhti dar entezaram bashe.

Ba ajale chand loghme sobhane khordam va ba entezar va delhore raftam tarafe hall dobare. khanom ke ingar montazeram bood dar hali ke cheshmesho az varagheha barnadasht ba angosht be jeloye pahash eshare kard. Manam dastooresho ejra kardam va raftam jeloye pahash zanoo zadam va bedoone inke behem bege dola shodam va rooye hardo ta pasho boosidam be onvane sobh bekheir va khanom aslan axolamali neshon nadad. “ dishab khoob khabidi ke?” khanom porsid darhali ke hanooz saresh toye karesh bood. “bale khanom. Kheili khoob bood”. Khanom nigam kardo goft “chera kheili khoob bood?” man ke zood fahmidam ke khanom manzooresh chie az in soal va che javabi ro entezar dare zood goftam” chon nazdike pahaye shoma khabide boodam khanom”. Maloom bood ke javabe dorost be soalesh dade boodam chon saresho boland kard az toye bargeha va ba labkhandi ke neshon az rezayat midad paye rastesho bala avord va kafeshono jeloye sooratam gereft va shoroo kard be tekoon dadane angoshtaye pahash. Manam ke ingar ghashangtarin naghashie donia jelom bood be kafe pahash va khathaye kafeshon ke kheiliasho dige hefz shode boodam khire shodam. Darhamoon hal khanom porsid “ pahaye mano kheili doost dari, are?” manam ba tamoome vojood va sedaye kheili aheste goftam “ bale khanom. Pahatoon ghashangtarin chizie ke ta hala didam. Moghadas hastan . Man azeram harkari ke begin bokonam ke behem ejaze bedin betoonam parastesheshoon konam.” Khanom ke ingar kheili khoshesh oomade bood goft ke “khoobe, chon age pa mikhay emrooz tanbihet ine ke bayad barashon hesabi kar koni. Hanooz yadam narafte ke dirooz harf goosh nadadi. Tanbihet felan ine ke emrooz bayad nokare khosoosie man bashi. Hazer bash ke mikham koli kar azet bekesham.” Manam ke az tarafi baram tazegi dasht va az tarafe dige yejoorai fekre inke khedmat konam be khanom baram hayajan angiz bood saramo be alame taaid tekon dadam va montazere baghie harfesh shodam. “ behtare ke nokare khoobi bashi albate va kareto dorost anjam, vagarna az pa khabari nist ke hichi, tanbihe sakht tar ham khahi shod shayadam aslan emshab nazaram inja bemono va befrestamet khoonaton”. Tanbih shodan eib nadasht to nazaram ziad vali hatta fekre inke ejaze khordane pahaye khanome shakib ro nadashte basham divoonam mikard va az har chizi badtar bood. “ chashm khanom. Ghol midam ke nokare khoobi basham va har kari ke migin ro anjam bedam. Age khastin aslan kotakam bezanin vali faghat torokhoda pahatono azam nagirin” inaro ke goftam bi ekhtiar pasho ke hanooz jeloye sooratam bood do dasti gereftam va shoroo kardam be boosidan va kafeshono be sooratam malidan ba halate eltemas.chizi namoonde bood ke be gerye bioftam. Khodam bavaram nemishod ke intory ghorooram shekaste shode bood va dashtam jeloye khanom mesle sag eltemas mikardam va pa miboosidam vali daste khodam nabood chon engar be pahash etiad peida karde boodam va tamoome maghzam por shode bood az boo, tasvir va maze pahaye khanom. Mesle inke khanom ham yejooray delesh baram sookht va entezare inhame eltemaso nadasht va baraye inke tamoomesh kone goft “ bashe hala base. Bejaye eltemas behtare ke say koni kararo dorost anjam bedi va harf goosh koni. Hala boland sho boro kafshaye katoonie sefide man va yejoorabe sefid az tooye komodam biar pam kon chon bayad yesar ta biroon beram. Bodo ha dare dir mishe.”

Man ba kale davidam tabaghe bala va dare ganje ro baz kardam va beine kafshaye khanom ke kam ham naboodan ye kafshe nike sefid didam. Zood oono bardashtam va raftam be komodi ke behem address dade bood va yekjoft az joorabaye sefideshonam bardashtamo zood davidam paein. Vasate rah nazdik bood az ajale bioftam vali khoshbakhtane bekheir gozasht. Mostaghim raftamo jeloye khanom ke dasht bargeharo jam mikard va toye kifesh mizasht zanoo zadam. Khanomam goft “ afarin pesare khob.” ba khande va pasho dad dastam. Manam pasho gozashtam rooye zanoom va shoroo kardam joorabesho pash kardan. Bayad begam ke hamchin asoon nabood. Chon dafe avalam bood ke bayad joorab paye kasi mikardam va yek ehsase ajibi behem dast dade bood. Makhsoosan ke taraf bache nabood ke natoone joorabe khodesho pash kone balke 15-20 sal az man bozorgtar bood. Yek ehsase tahghire amigh hamrah ba lezzat va hayajan behem dast dade bood ke tosifesh kheili sakhte. Vali ino midoonestam ke delam mikham edame bedam va inke khanomo razi nigah daram va yek NOKARE khob barash basham. Ye modat tool keshid ta belakhare joorabe pash raft va motavajeh shodam ke khanom dare az bala nigah mikone ke bebine man chetor daram kar mikonam. Taghalaye man ingar barash jaleb bood va vaghti ke belakhare joorabe pash raft shoroo kard yekam maskharam kardan va inke bayad saritar anjam bedam va hame roozo vaght nadare ke beshine ke man joorab pash konam va intor harfa. Hodoodan 5 daghighei tool keshid ke joorabo kafshashono pashon kardam va khanom bad az inke motmaen shod ke karamo anjam dadam boland shod va yek niga be kafshash endakht va motavajeh shod ke chand ta lake siah rooshone va azam khast ke beram yek dastmal khis begiram va tamizeshon konam ke manam gooosh kardam va bargashtamo ba dastmale khis va kafshahsoono tamiz kardam. Dar hamin hal bood ke yekdafe engar fekre jaded be nazaresh reside bashe goft” aslan midooni chie….ta man biroonam baraye shorooe tanbihet behtare ke beri toye ganje kafsha va tamoome kafshaye mano tamiz koni mesle oon dafe ke toye class boodim. Mikham tamoome kafsha bargh bezane ha” manam goftam “ chashm khanom hatman.” Va boland shodam va raftam tarafe otagh khab ke khanom sedam zado goft: “mehrdad, motmaenam ke kheili delet mikhad bebini pahamo badaz poshidane in kafsh katoonia boo koni vaghti barmigardam, …. Pas behtare kareto ba deghat anjam bedi va tanbal bazi dar nayari. Khodet midoono ke chi migam” man dar hali ke be labkhande gooshe labe khanom khire shode boodam , saramo tekon dadam va goftam “ bale khanom midoonam” va davidam tarafe otagh.

Hamzaman ke man be dare ganje kafsha residam , sedaye baste shodane dar ro poshte sare khanom moalem shenidam va khialam rahat bood ke tanham. Khanom fekr mikard ke man kafshasho ba dastmal tamiz karde boodam zire miz, khabar nadasht ke hamash ba lisidan tamiz shode bood va inke tamiz kardane kafsh baraye man tanbih nabood aslan balke az khodam bood ke inkaro bokonam. Dare ganjaro ke baz kardam hes kardam ke mesle ye bache hastam toye maghaze asbab bazi forooshi. Az eshtiagh nemidoonestam ke az kodoom kafsh shoroo konam. Shayad hodoode 25 joft kafsh toye ganje bood va booye charm va atre zanoone ghati ba yekam booye aragh ganjaro por karde bood. Neshastam rooye zamin va shoroo kardam be yeki yek bookardane kafsha. Aval az kafshay ke khanom mamoolan sare class mipooshid shoroo kardam chon hamishe delam mikhast bedoonam ke pahashon toye oon kafsha che boeii migiran. Baziashon maloom bood ke bishtar pooshide shode boodan va naghshe angoshta va panjeye paye khanom dakhele kafsh maloom bood ke lezzate bookardan va lisidaneshono bishtar mikard. Fekre inke pahaye khanom toye in kafsha boode va inghad aragh karde ke jashon toye kafsh oftade inghad tahrikam karde bood ke bad az boo keshidane 3-4 ta kafsh bedoone inke betoonam khodamo control konam erza shodam va hamoonja ba kafsha rooye sooratam deraz keshidam. Inghadr ba lezzat erza shode boodam ke hodoodan baraye hodoode nimsaat khabam bord hamoonja.

Be khodam ke oomadam va harsan bidar shodam, fahmidam ke ziad vaght nadaram va hanooz hatta yedoone kafsh ham tamiz nakarde boodam. Zood raftamo sooratmo ye ab zadam va khodamo tamiz kardam va bargashtam sare ganje. Yeki az kafshaye pashne bolande khanomo bardashtam va shoroo kardam be zaboon zadan.

Be tamzi kardane sevomin kafsh ke residam zaboonam hesabi dard gerefte bood va khoshk shode bood. Dar zemn ziad ham vaght nadashtam ke hame kafsharo bekham ba zaboon tamiz konam. Inbood ke tasmim gereftam ke baghiaro ba dastmal tamiz konam. Khanom ke nemidoonest beharhal.

Nesfe kafsha taghriban tamoom shode bood ke yekdafe cheshamam be ye kafshe balle pashne takht oftad ke az vaziatesh maloom bood ke kheili estefade shode. Range kafsh talaei bood ba naghshaye ghermez roosh. Shekle kafe pahaye khanom ke siah rang bood ghashang dakhele kafsh maloom bood . maloom bood ke in kafsho kahnom hamishe bedoone joorab mipooshidan ke inghadr joziate kafe pahashon ke baraye man kheili ham ashna boodan, dakhele kafsh malom bood. Delam nayoomad ke in kafsho ba dastmal tamiz konam. Kheili vas vase angiz bood ke bebinam ke che boeii midan va inhame aragh ke tooshon jam shode che mazeii gerefte. Makhsoosan ke dahane kafsh ham hesabi baz bood va kheili rahat mishod hame jasho ba zaboon cheshid va lis zad. Kafsho gozashtam rooye zamin va ba halate taazim saramo paein avordam va foroo bordam toye kafsh. Bavaram nemishod ke che booei midad. Boosh kolan ba tamoome dafehaye ke pahaye khanom ro boo karde boodam fargh dasht . yek chize digei bood aslan. Oon boye atri ke hamishe az paye khanom mioomad va booye aragho kamtar mikard toye in kafsh vojood nadasht. Booye khalese aragh va pa bood faghat. Man be bookeshidan edame dadam va dar eine hal zaboonamam be komake damagham oomad ke lezzato sad barabar kone. Zaboonam dasht az tizie maze aragh misookht ingar vali emkan nadasht ke bekham az lisidan dast bekesham. Say mikaram ke batamoome vojoodam bo va maze paharo az tooye kafsh bekesham biroon va bebalaam. Dobare shahvat sararser badanom gerefte bood va shalvaram nazdik bood pare beshe va harlahze nazdik bood ke baz erza sham az tarafe dige hesabe zaman dobare az dastam kharej shode bood va koaln faramoosh karde boodam ke hanoz nesfe kafsha moonde ke tamiz konam ke yekdafe be sedaye baz shodane dare voroodi be khodam oomadam. Sedaye dade khanomo az tabagh paein shenidam ke dasht seda mizad: “ mehrdad , kojaei? Bodo bia pein chizay ke kharidam az tooye mashin biar, mehrdad” Zood az ja paridam va az dastpachegi nemidoonestam ke chikar konam va baraye inke khanom ro montazer nazaram ba sorat raftam tabaghe paein. Be paeine peleha ke residam, dar baz bood va khanom jeloye dar montazeram vaysade bood. Ba nafas nafas goftam “ bale khanom oomadam” ama motavajeh shodam ke khanom ingar aslan nashnid ke man chi goftam balke havasesh rafte bood be zire shekame man va baramadegie sikh shode toye shlvare man ke albate nadidanesh sakht tar az didanesh bood. Fahmidam ke dobare toye dardesar oftadeam va bayad be khanom javab bedam.

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Ghesmate 7

Khanom ke ingar az didane vaziate man ingar ham khandash gerefte bood va ham inke yejooray entezaresho nadasht eshare kard be oonjaye man va goft ke “ ingar ke tanbihet ziad karsaz naboode… omidvaram ke hadeaghal kari ro ke behet goftam ejra karde bashi?” man ke hesabi dasto pamo gom karde boodam zood raftamo aval zanoo zadam va kafshaye khanomo boosidam va goftam ke “ na khanom hanooz hamashon tamoom nashode” khanom ba halate jeddi va dar hali ke rah oftade bood tarafe otaghe neshiman goft ke “ maloom bood.” Va rafto neshast rooye mobl. Manam ke donbalesh rah oftade boodam zood mesle inke gharizam bashe raftamo jelosh neshastam va pahasho dast gereftam ke kafshasho az pahash dar biaram. Khanom pahasho az too dastam biroon keshido dar hali ke dasht gooshisho az tooye jibesh dar miavord kheili jeddi dastoor dad ke aval boro chizay ro ke kharidam az toye mashin bebare bezar toye ashpaazkhoone”
Manam tebghe mamool zood goftam chashm va raftam kise haye mavade khordani ro az poshte mashin dar avordam va bordam toye ashpazkhoone ke shenidam khanom sedam zad ke motmaen bashe ke miveha ro mizaram toye yakhchal.

Karharo ke tamoom kardam zood bargashtam pishe khanom moalem ke dasht tv niga mikard va jelosh neshastam. Khanom dar hamoon hale neshastan roye mobl dola shod rooye zanoosh va ba angoshte shast va angoshte eshare daste rastesh do tarafe sooratamo gereft va yekam feshard dad ke baese jam shodan labam shod va ba halati ke kheili jeddi nabood porsid ke: “ khob hala bayad ba to chikar konim ha? Bazam ke harf goosh nadadi va dastooro ejra nakardi? Akhe chetor nokari hasti to?” man ham ke yejooraye ehsase gonah mikardam ke dastooro ejra nakardam va khanom azam razi nabood yavashi goftam “ nemidoonam khanom” . “ hala chera hame kafsharo natoonesti tamiz koni? Saret be chi garm shode bood dobare ke oonjatam kheili khoshbehalesh shode bood ingar?” man ke hesabi khejalat zade shode boodam cheshmamo endakhte boodam paein va tamome nigam be kafshaye katoonie Nike khanom bod va zire labi javab dadam ke; “ bebakhshid khanom ke nashod hamaro tamiz konam. Akhe …. Akhe say kardam ke ba zaboonam tamizeshon konam bejaye dastmal va baraye hamin tool keshid…baziashonam kheili khoshboo boodan baraye hamin bood ke ….. oonjori shodam khanom. Bebakhshid khanom daste khodam nabood bekhoda..” khanom ke ingar barash kheili jaleb bood khandash gerefte bood va goft : “ chi… kafsharo ba lisidan mikhasti tamiz koni? Mage inhame pa khordi kafi naboode barat akhe ke be kafshaye manam rahm nemikoni… nakone toye class ham ba zaboonet kafshamo oontori bargh endakhti oonrooz?” manam ke dige nemitoonestam enkar konam saramo tekoon dadam va goftam: “bale khanom bebakhshid ke beheton nagoftam , tarsidam ke narahat shin” va ba halati ke neshon midad ke badesh nayoomade bod va dar hali ke dobare sooratesho avorde bood jeloye man, ba dast moohasho poshte gooshesh zad va ba yek labkhande kheili ghashang edame dad: “ nemidoonam ke chikar konam ba to akhe. Delam nemiad tanbihet konam. Bainke sar be havaeii vali vaghti mibinam ke cheghad pahaye mano doost dari majbooram mikoni ke bebakhshamet.. nokare bad.” Va dastesho kard toye moham va mohamo beham zad be shookhi vali yedafe ba halate jeddi tar va darhali ke angoshte esharasho jelom gerefte bood be halate ekhtar goft ke: “ vali havaset bashe ke age paye mano mikhay bayad yad begiri ke harf goosh kon bashi va kareto badeghat bishtar anjam bedi. Mikham hamoonghadr ke shagerde khoobi hasti toye anjame taklifaye madrsast deghat mikoni, toye anjam dastooraye manam khoob bashi. Makhsoosan ke betooni oonjato control koni, harchi bashe gharare ke khedmatkare man bashi va mano razi nigah dari na doodoolet , doroste?” manam kheili jeddi va tori ke neshon bede ke vaghean rast migam javab dadam ke “ bale khanom, hatman, ghol midam ke dige sar behava nabasham va harkari migin ro anjam bedam” . “ afarin, pesar khob. Hala mitooni kafshamo dar biari” khanom goft dar hali ke pasho yekam bala avorde bood be onvane eshare.

Man ke montazere hamin lahze boodm va binahayat khoshhal boodam az harfaye khanom va inke az dastam asabani nabood va inghadr behem mohabat dasht ba shooro shoghe khasi shoroo kardam be baz kardane bande kafsheshoon ke jelom gozashte bood. Khanom ham ke maloom bood ke eshtiaghesh ziad daste kami az man nadasht, dasht ab roye mobl ba deghat niga mikard karaye mano. Haminke kafsho az paye khaom daravordam , mitoonestam garma va rotoobate joorab va kafashashono rooye dastam hes konam vali nazashtam ke in havasamo part kone va zood kafsho gozashtam zamin ke beram soraghe oonyeki kafsh ke yedafe khanom goft: “ nemikhay kafshamo boo koni bebini che booei midan? In kafsharo gahi vaghta baraye davidan toye park mipoosham, motmaenam ke badet nemiad ye emtehani az booshon bokoni?” man ke aslan entezare ino nadashtam ba in harf ingar ke bargh gerefte basham ye hame moohaye tanam va hamintor toye shortam az in harfe khanom sikh shodan. Yek negah be soorate khanom endakhtam ke ye jooray ingar gol indakhte bood va az hamishe be nazram zibatar miresid va dar hali ke negamoon be ham dookhte shode bood kafshe khanomo bardashtam va avordam tarafe shooratam va dar hali ke ba zemzeme dashtam az khanom tashakor mikardam bekhatere pishnahadeshon saramo foro kardam tooye garmi va narmie dakhele kafsh. In bahame boohaye ghabl fargh dasht aslan. Booye kafsh, charm, pa , joorab, nam , rotoobat, aragh , atr, nemidoonam chi bood vali har chi bood mano kamelan naashe karde bood. Rotoobat va name kafsh tamoome sooratamo ingar pooshonde bood va ba har nafas ke too mikeshidam ingar mitoonestam maze araghe pahaye khanomo tahe galoom hes konam. Hame ina fek nakonam bishtar az chand sanie tool keshid albate chon yadam miad ke kafe joorabe sefide khanom ro ke kafsho az rooye sooratam kenar zad va rooye sooratam paein oomad. Joorabashon hanooz yekam nam dar bood va garmashon rooye sooratm ehsase khoobi dasht vali booshon kheil az booye kafsh molayemtar bood. Yek chand saniei ham khanom intori pahaye joorabdareshono rooye sooratam va damagham maloondan ke manam nahayate estefade ro bordam va be boo kardan va boosidaneshon edame dadam.

Pashoono ke az rooye sooratam bardashtan , didam ke hesabi dare keif mikone khanom va hamash labkhand rooye labashoone ke albate mano kheili khoshhal kard. Kafshe digar ham be hamin tartib az pashon dar avordam va boo keshidam tooshono ta inke khanom pasho bala avord va roye sooratam gozasht baraye boo kardan joorabash, albate indafe modatesh kamter az ghabl bood va zoodtar pasho bardasht va goft ke mikhad ke man beram zire mobl betory ke faghat saram az zire mobl biroon bashe. Beine zire mobl va zamin be andaze kafi fasele bood ke man ja besham vali jaye jom khordan nabood dige baram va nemitoonestam dastamo bala biram va estefade konam be halati ke ingar ba yenafar ba tanab mano baste bood va hichkari azam bar nemioomad. in baram kamelan tazegi dasht va albate ziad rahat nabood chon tang bood va hamintor ham tamoome ekhtiaram daste khanom bood ke albate zid baram mohem nabood va badam nemioomad. khanom yekam khodesho rooye mobl jelo keshid va neshast labe mobl ke betoone betoone sooratamo bebine dar hali ke shoroo be sohbat kard ke: “ bad az nahar vahid va hamed gharare bian inja … midooni ke baraye oon safare tafrihi ke gharare baham berimm be mooze. Emshabam tasmim gereftam ke inja nigaret daram va be madaret zang zadam va oonam goft ke bashe. Chetore be nazaret?” manam javab dadam ke “ kheili khoobe khanom, behtar az in nemishe. Yani emshabam mitoonam zire pahaton bekhabam?” khanom goft ke “ bale , albate age pesare khoobi bashi toye mooze va sheitooni nakoni ziad.” “ na ghol midam khoob basham khanom” va khanom ba labkhand nigam kardo goft “ afarin. Baghie rooz ham hamin kafsho joorabaro mikham bepoosham. Omdivaram ke booshono doost dashti chon vaghti bargardim dobare hamin vazayef ro bayad ejra koni. Rastesh inke ye nafar pahaye adamo boo kone va beboose raveshe kheili khoobie ke khastegi adam az tanesh darbiad” va khandid. . Man ham dar javabeshon goftam ke cheghadr booye kafsha va pahashono doost dashtam va inke khastegie manam dar mire ke be pahashon khedmat konam ke khanom kheili khoshesh oomad badesh ham dar hali ke behem goft ke dige saket basham chon bayad ye seri varagheharo bekhoone ghabl az nahar , khodesh ro rooye mobl aghab keshid va dar hali ke yek paye joorab daresho gozasht roye soratam va yektarafe sooratam ro pooshond ba cheshm dige angoshtaye keshide va ghashange daste khanom ke lake ghermez rang ham dashtan ro didam ke raft tarafe paye dige va joorabe sefideshono biroon keshidan va paye lokhteshon mostaghim oomad va tarafe dige sooratamo pooshond. Hamin kar baraye paye dige ham tekrar shod va soorate man hala dige kamelan zire pahaye narm, garm va yekamam chasbenake bedoone joorabe khanom kamelan makhfi shode bood.

Sokoot, tarikie motlagh va garma va feshare pahaye khanom rooye sooratam yek aramesh khasi behem dade bood ke ghablan be hich vajh tajrobe nakarde boodam. Oon lahze fahmidam ke in jaeii hast ke man taalogh daram. Zire pahaye khanom va hazer nistam inja ro ba hich chize dige avaz konam.

Khoshbakhtane hanooz avalaye sale tahsili bood va hanooz vaght ziad bood ke yad begiram chetory nokare khoobi baraye khanom moalem basham va az behtarin jaye donia ke boodane zire pahaye khanom moalem bood ta mitoonam lezzat bebaram.

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